TOO FUNNY FOR WORDS

Sunday January 8, 2012 1:49 pm EDT

Just sitting around looking for work online, but it's pretty slow.

And, of course, always thinking about X and what they are trying to do. I always remind them that I don't want to have anything to do with her, and she just goes on and on and on with her harassment. It is harassment if I don't want to be there. I reminded her of the Kurt Cobain thing that they pulled and she was just didn't want to go there. But her son, who is lurking about somewhere, isn't too happy. He was the one who taught me the correct way to kill myself with a gun.

 It was quieter than usual, with T selling me out to X. And then X starts a conversation intending to go over topics that T brought up and expecting me to answer with her answers. Anyway, X is trying her best to get me to say that I'm not telling the truth. I just started with asking her questions as to why she's asking me questions, and throwing in an imitation of her with what she was saying about how "what you say will matter, not what you write." So, I asked her if she had her tape recorder going. If what I say is so important, then she has to have some proof of what I'm saying, so I assume that she's recording what they make me say.

And I started narrating what she was doing. "Why are you writing things down and making me read them as if I were saying it? Do people realize that that is what you're doing? Is your recorder on? How many hours of crap do you have to go through until you get a little piece of audio that you can march around with and crow about? How legitimate is your interrogation?" I just interviewed her, but it wasn't going well, so someone jumped in. The one who threatened me with death, the one who claimed that I didn't need a lawyer and to just sign what she had with her. I had no idea what she wanted me to sign until she said it was a suicide note. Today, this one wants me to believe that she is my sister G. Nice try, but no dice. She's in the bag for X and shouldn't even start with me.

So this phony, she seems to be a junior version of X, jumps in and says, "Tell us about JO (dead nephew). Why don't you ever mention him?" She has a lot of nerve. X shouldn't be very happy with her. I know that X wants to have something she can pass off as my thoughts, because people have mentioned this before. However, she already knows what I think about JO, but needs things to be brought up by me, so as not to look like someone has prompted me. I'm sure they have a cover story, some garbage that they will try to pass off as my one and only, my first and final, the original so-called impromptu, all emcompassing version of what I think. But all preplanned and edited and "fixed" by her.

The fact is, I did talk about him, and since it involves her, as usual, and some odd things, I think that is what she has been waiting for. Or not, since it's been 27 years already, and they've passed off what I said back then as just another reason for people not to believe me. Why in the world should I answer that woman and start to talk about JO in front of X and her ability to get me to say what she wants me to say? They should leave.

I have written out everything about JO before. It was all in capital letters with no punctuation. It would look confusing to someone else. I wrote it months ago, and looked it over weeks later. I got halfway through it and thought, "Gee, this really is hard to read." Then I realized that I had thought the same thing at the warehouse where I was reading it out loud. So, people already know.

It really is the last important thing I could write, and I guess they're tired of waiting for it. I'm sure they already have a doctored version of events and they'll insert their crap into it using the usual way of writing things down and when I read what they wrote it sounds like that's what I believe, or stick in other people's names to incriminate others, and as usual, blame someone else. Usually a dead person. They like that tactic.

This pest who covers for X at my expense and who is now trying to masquerade as my sister G has jumped the gun. Gee, I wonder who we're all going to be thinking about now?

Just a note: Anybody who knows what to doctor about JO is definitely involved with something that they couldn't say out loud without incriminating themselves.

Before that incident, though, it would be better to write out my entire one day as a Navy E-3. Not a pretty story, and I'm still waiting for them to get back to me with my exit papers. When that issue comes up, they sort of shut me off, and I think that X and her cohorts are trying to pass it off as, "He doesn't know he signed up. It was some other personality." But, I have the sign up records and I'm waiting for the exit papers from them.