January 9, 2012 1:54 pm EDT
I'm just sitting here working on the Internet, and of course, I start thinking about that woman who came along about one and a half years ago. She's the one who, when I first saw her, said that her and her partner, then she pointed to an obese woman who was the one who had to point me out to her, didn't appreciate what I was saying (or thinking). She said, "When we f**k someone up, they stay..." Then she showed me a knife and made jabbing motions in my gut, and finished, "...f**ked up." She also said, "I didn't want to have to wake her up, but now I have to." She was referring to Obese, that person standing next to her. I only saw that Obese's thigh. She was wearing jeans. I just looked at the woman with the knife and said, "What a lovely assassin. It's going to be fun playing with you for the next 27 years."
She is also the one who:
Said that she didn't want to lose her license (when I started blogging)
Told me to think of her as a ghost. The first time I saw her, it looked like she was kneeling in front of a closet and someone shot her in the back of the head. Then she wanted me to believe she's a ghost. I don't fall for that crap.
She told me to think of her as Cindy.and that she was on my conscience. I said she might not want to play that stuff on me, because they wanted me to think of a murder victim from the '80s. She wasn't pleased.
She said that she is my sister, G. Not, but she wants me to think of her as G.
Then she said, since I wasn't buying into her crap, "Well, then think of me as your conscience." I thought, "No. Are you trying to make me think that I think like a woman?" Not happening, either.
So, yesterday or so, she brought up my dead nephew JO. And today, she tells me to talk about JO. I said that maybe she should talk to my sister. She said, "Why should I talk to your sister?" I said, "Because it was her kid." She said, "And weren't you the father?" I said, "No. And you are a piece of garbage for saying something like that. You are the lowest piece of trash I've ever heard of."
She must be part of the same crowd that made me read that crap the other week (see previous post). Just before I woke up one evening, I read from a typed piece of paper that if anyone wants to know why JO is dead, they only have to look as far as (my name), because JO died because he was a product of incest with (my name) and his sister, etc. etc.
From now on, I will call her Pig, since she seems to be someone who is not going away and has to do that obese woman's dirty work. I told her that if I could, I would get her arrested for harassment, but she's also the one at X's house who said that I didn't need a lawyer. I said that I would get her arrested for harassing me, a mentally ill person. She said, "You're sane." But later, I must have thought of something that she didn't like, because she said, "Well, aren't you a schizo?" She can't have it both ways.
So, who is Pig and her owner, Obese? Pig seems to be asking questions, and Obese is the one who guides, gives me intrusive thoughts, and gets me to go off about people, and in general, it is Obese's job to turn things around against me. Even the slightest thing. Obese could be X, or X's daughter, CC, KS, sister J, or the dope dealer's ex wife. The last is doubtful, but I threw it in there.
I asked Pig that since she's helping set up phony answers to her questions, who is or are the people who are the ones who get it out of me in public. Obese uses intrusive thoughts and flashes of light, and because I see flashes of light in public, the two must be connected somehow.
Any of the candidates for being Obese already knows what I went through. Since X and her relatives have been so interested in making me change everything about my life and demand and make so much trouble, it is probably them. Again.
Now, why did Pig mention JO and this incest talk? I've heard it before just before Pig showed up when I woke up in front of a computer and read people accusing my father of being into child porn, and had a lot of porn in the house while growing up, etc. As for JO, that is basically really the last blog post that I have to make, and they know it. I guess they want to push the issue along, get me to think about what I know, and then change it as I go along. But, more people than they know what I think happened, so their changes won't fly as the truth. Anyway, if they start changing things before I even write or say anything about it, in my opinion they would be incriminating themselves.
While at McC's in August, 1985, while they were terrorizing me, Fatso said, in the middle of a lot of screaming, "You would rather be known as a baby killer than a virgin! Isn't that why you killed him?" And of course, I said, "Yes! Yes!" Then I realized that that was the first time I've ever heard that, and it was dumb. They told me to act it out, how it went. So, I'm creeping along the crib, getting ready to choke a baby, and I thought, "This is so stupid. I feel like a fool." And I started laughing.
Well, more of the same. Somebody concocted some phony connections for me to agree to, and then they have an imprint to wake up.
Time will tell. Someone told me not to blog about JO. I tend to agree. Years ago, someone said, "The more you remember, the more it sounds like you were involved." I thought, "Yes, that's true, but it's been about a quarter of a century now, and no one really cares anyway." If something was going to be done, other than harassing me, it would have been done a long time ago.
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