January 13, 2015

January 13, 2015    4:22 pm      Werner K Stoebermann   Warner Stoberman

Nothing new in real life today. It's finally been snowing, with a little ice. We've had it better than last year when it just about never stopped.

In the news has been the attack by ISIL on a French magazine that mocks their religion. I did not care. First of all, I have no pity for anyone who uses other people's religion to mock and taunt them. What did they expect Muslims to do? The West kills hundreds of thousands of them and shows no respect for their religious beliefs. Maybe if the West stopped killing them, they wouldn't get what they got. It's just another massacre, but since it was on a magazine, the rest of the media is making freedom of speech and instigating hatred against Muslims again. And that magazine that got attacked now puts out another issue mocking the Muslims again. Are they stupid? They printed 3 million copies of their latest issue because they know they will be making millions of dollars off their own dead workers.

The voices went nuts. Told me not to put this in my blog because they have "too much invested" in their dog and pony show. I have said worse the past 47 years that X the Rapist and her relatives have screwing people over and it didn't get such a response as yesterday. I think  they are getting tired and want a way to end this shit on their terms, that is, making everyone else the perpetrators and making themselves the victims.

The voices are down to just a few since X the Rapist died. It's her daughter, CF, her sisters, MR and OH. They added two more harassers, X's brother TH and his wife MH. Yesterday, they put me through the same  thing. Allegedly, I won't know the truth about anything until I put on a dress and let the spirit of X the Rapist come through to guide me. I told them to fuck off, and MH started to train me with "you have to call her up with 'come up, spirit.' I laughed and told her they look so stupid when they try to cover  their harassment with spirits and psychics. Of course, they have their conversations masked so they look like the conversation is about other things.

The only spirits they know are  the ones that come in bottles from the liquor store.

A few days ago, I was sitting somewhere, and my sister J walked towards me with something that looked like a stack of papers, and put them on a desk. When I first saw her, I said that was J, and someone probably prompted me to not recognize her because I thought, I don't recognize her (Fatso has said that many times over the years, in 1985  he said for me not to know the difference between KS and J).

So, it went like this: That's  J, I don't recognize her, someone probably asked why, and I said because she's older now, and her hair turned gray and she left. So know they got another "don't recognize J" in addition to the "you don't know the difference between J and KS.

And I looked at the stack of papers or whatever and said, "I'm not going to read that." That is probably the way they keep their nightmares and cover stories and lies.  As it has been for thirty five years, have a stupid conversation with God knows who, they cut and paste what was said, force me to think of words that associate with things in the conversation, write it up in associated words (which would look like nonsense), give it to an unwitting victim of theirs to say things like, "we can't read this, you have to read it." I don't recall reading it because it is their Nazi torture of making their victims have waking nightmares.

They get me to trigger myself, essentially. And there are prompts of "have a cigarette" "eat a piece of candy." And the idiots say things like, "Every time you eat a piece of candy, you......" and I'm supposed to finish the sentence with what they want me to think of.

***OH just said, "Hey, T(sister's name)" and flashed a light on me. Reading the post about McC, the store will explain the association with lights and T. X the Rapist's family uses that to break my concentration.***

So I'm supposed to read their garbage, and by showing me J giving me papers, J's supposed to be the scapegoat for that, too. They probably still use people at work. Sending emails and images and telling them to use trigger words to start the "remembering crap." And it  is crap.

When I hear them working on their dog and pony shows to  glorify X the Rapist, I hear them say, nastily, "Werner, stay out of it." "We're not talking to you." But I'm the only one there. When I break in, they interrupt what I'm trying to say with commands like, fuck up, misspell. They keep telling me not to deviate from "the script," that I'm only fucking myself up when I don't say the exact words they have made me read.

But their scripts are trash. They  claim I don't know who my mother is, they claim I think X the Rapist is/was my mother. It's just that when I hear what  they are claiming, they  make me go off on a tangent  with "just associate."

***And TH just said, "So?" as in so what if we screw you over. And then he said, "If you don't know the difference...." And I'm thinking, "between my mother and...blah blah blah." He's insinuating that I don't know my own mother. and my answer  to that is, "You force me to look like I don't know." It's your dog and pony show. I have never had my say because your threats and head games is all you want to show to the public.**

Months ago, OH's son got  in my face and said, "I'm going to kill you, I'm going to kill your mother, I'm going to kill your sister, I'm going to kill all your family." Around  that same time, MR stood up and said, "I'm FV, and this (MR's sister, OH) is Sue (a local community organizer.)" I thought, "That means you are guaranteed not to be who you say you are because you wouldn't use your own names because what you are doing is illegal, despicable and hateful."

And if they ever get caught, their excuse will be, "We can't help it if he doesn't know who we are." The fact is, they prompt me to think of things and people, so the letting their victims "lead themselves into thinking" they are someone else doesn't fly because they use that hoping that I will go off on people in the real world.

They cause trouble and want someone else to be the one who complains about me. They are victimizing real people in that way, people they don't even know, people who don't know them or give a shit about them or give a shit about me, but they are just people to be used by X the Rapist's relatives to do their dirty work.

Another thing about them recently is they showed me a woman. Tall, thin, blond dykish hair cut. Months ago, when I mentioned that FF, X's son, goes around showing people how to set me off in public, and saying things like, "He (me) can't see me. You have to introduce me to him." Like the other relatives of X's family, he is a negative hallucinations. And this woman, who I can see, probably because someone wants to be a scapegoat for them later, got violent with FF, that she hasn't worked on all this for him to screw it up. Fatso also shows people how to screw me up.

And this woman got all frenzied every time she came around. I assume the only people that are allowed around me when they create their dog and pony shows are all related to X in one way or another. I looked on the Internet. When people like CF says to me, "You'll never see this face." She means I'll never see her face, and it is blurred. I just say to her, "I can see your face on Facebook, stupid."

I googled around X's relatives and ran across TH, X's brother and his wife, MH. They said later it was because I googled their names that they are there. The same was years ago with OH, after I told my sister, T, what happened at OH's house is when she showed up and joined in her family's business of fucking people over. At first, she wanted me to think she was someone who works delivering papers, also. And  I didn't believe her and said, "Who else would get so violent and pissed off about mentioning OH and her son?" Only OH and her son. Again, they want me to go off on people in public.

So I see this woman, the tall thin one, the ***no, not David Bowie, OH,** and she was taking off a ski mask. And I googled around google images and their family names and it looks exactly like a picture of OH's daughter in law. What a shock! A relative of  OH's. Shock? Nej.  ***No, TH, I don't think or believe that I'm Swedish,***

So, why do I see them and not the others? From 47 years of knowing X and her  family and their tactics, those people they "let me see" are going to be their scapegoats someday.

I think about the potential victims of theirs recently. My cousin, who has the same name as I do, and I tell these idiots they better get the correct  Werner because if they harass the wrong one, my cousin, I hope he would not hesitate to shoot them dead. They have physically attacked me many times, but since  I'm only supposed to be dreaming, etc, I have no fucking way to get them to stop. ***No, TH, holding up  a dress and trying to train me into wearing  it is not a way to get you to  stop. Read my blog and run as far away as possible from this shit your relatives are  doing is all anyone needs to do.*** As crazed as those people get, I'm surprised someone hasn't given them what they deserve.

And I thought of CF's children and how they were probably treated. After  all, her own mother said she had mental problems when she was 12. But this was X, and to X, telling on them would be a mental disease.

And OH's grandchildren. As violent as she gets, and how she lies so easily, contradicts the slightest thought of her victim, it is not a stretch of any sort to say that her hatred and violence comes out in her "normal" life, for wont of better word. As much time as she spends conspiring to harass people, and as pissed off  as she gets, she is bound to go off on someone. She should be supervised around the grandchildren. But mentioning grandchildren and such just introduces some real life in their little bubble they've created for themselves.

She'll end up the kind of relative that gets locked away in the attic. "That's just mice screaming in the attic, not grandma."

So, really, I've taken up Swedish. It's interesting, it's easy. If you know German, English, or French, Swedish comes easily. But not when you're being harassed. They go  around saying, he thinks he's Swedish. No, I don't. Let's test him, they say. Of course the test is designed by them so I fail. And their other tests, math this and that, and "you'll never know physics again...if you don't wear this dress." *** Making me copy FF putting on a dress, which you probably just changed into pants or whatever, won't get you anywhere*** I screw up their tests deliberately. What's five plus ten? Fifty thousand, I say. Who is the president? Herbert Hoover.

He learned Swedish? That doesn't fit in, we have no "personality that would speak Swedish. You know we can't say it's Werner, because we are talking to and treating Michael Hart, or the transtesticle X trained in 1967, we have ET, we have some Youtuber he watches so we can say, 'he thinks he's that Youtuber," we have his sister,T, we have all these so-called personalities but can't fit in Swedish.

But Swedish? Where is that personality? It's just me. But of course everything I do will come with  the price of "we are going to screw everything up, make it so difficult for you, that you will be begging for the dress, taking  down the blog, kissing dead X's ass."

But, you know what? Swedish is easy, even with their harassment. And a physics degree with a minor in math was easy. When they say, "oh, he worked so hard...on this or that" I say, honestly, I never worked hard on anything in my life, things came easy.

But they parade FF, X's son, around for me to copy the asinine things they can't get me to do other than by copying someone else, and say, "Oh, FF just said something in Swedish. He is helping you learn Swedish." No, he isn't. He doesn't know it. And the rot about how they "helped me through college." No, they didn't. In no sense of the word did they. Suddenly, someone who failed fourth grade twice, FF, is helping me to learn something. That is laughable. FF should be watching his kid and not spending his time conspiring to harass people.

So all the talk, all the writing, prompting , or ass scratching that's supposed to make me forget or remember something just doesn't work. They can induce amnesia, any hypnotist can, so they can make someone think through several wrong names before the correct one is thought of, doesn't mean that anything is forgotten. They want me to ask them for help to remember, the "HOW do you remember this or that" trap, i.e. eat something, physically do something and then remember what we just put you through.

I don't. I don't need them. Something thought of once, will be thought of again.

Again, it's typical Nazi torture. Tell your victim they are no good, play head games, slander, insinuate, endless interrogation about the pettiest thing, forced misspeaks. Tell your victim their job is dumb, tell them no one can stand them (couldn't care less, actually. I don't know anyone), tell your victim that you told everyone this or that and now you have no choice but to agree with what we said. Tell your victim that you know better (they don't, they aren't you), tell your victim that you should take the blame since "you're already crazy." Tell people around your victim that the victim has to be treated in such and such a way, but in reality you just made an unwitting accomplice of someone because the "treatment" is nothing more than harassment.

And then make up excuses. Tell people your victim feels bad because it's such and such a date and this and this happened and lie after lie. And after all that, hold up some bait and tell your victim, "this is your only way out. This will cure everything." No, their "cure" is lunacy. No one has to do a damn thing to get some peace and quiet.

I've heard "He worked so hard on his college degree, and now...." Meaning "It makes him nuts he couldn't use it." No, I didn't go to college  to get a good job. I went because I didn't want to be one of those old people who say "I could have done..." So I'm not going to be that old person because I went and did it. And with all that reading, etc, my Alzheimer's is going to be interesting.