January 19, 2015 8:25 am Werner K Stoebermann Warner Stoberman
Nothing new in real life, just going to work, to the store, and home.
I mentioned I would visit FF for real, since they claim to know so much and are such good friends, but FF and the others went crazy. If they are claiming that they are such good friends, what better way to show that but to have a visit with one of them, without any dog and pony show or any scripts? I said it before, they only start something if they know that they are going to get what they want, i.e. their answers to their questions coming out of my mouth.
They keep using FF as just a dunce. They have him do idiotic things for me to copy, things they need me to say to advance their story line. I can't do anything unless they are involved. Learn another language? Well, FF will help you. Never mind the fact that he can't teach anyone another language, they just want him there to harass. I've written about many instances when they tried to pass him off as psychic, or spirit.
He's just a time wasting bull shitter, because his relatives don't need him doing anything on his own. He already gave them away in 1987, or 1988, when he told a friend of his that I worked with that I can't see him (negative hallucination) and that he needed his friend to "introduce" me to him. Something that bizarre can't be forgotten, especially when it was under recording security cameras. FF is a bigger threat to their fantasy land than anyone else.
I reserve the right to make an unannounced visit to any one of them, in real life. It's not a crime, and why should they get so upset? Knowing them, they probably already rehearsed some garbage along those lines.
MR, X's sister, claims that I have to follow the scripts exactly because they are finding out what happened at the Navy. How would they know, anyway? They are lying. They are creating bullshit stories about what happened in order to cover their asses, and they need me to follow their stupid, ass-kissing scripts, in which they are always come out to be so helpful, but they are just creating trouble and using anyone they can to get out a fake story.
From what I hear, they are trying to push everything that happened onto other people, they take no responsibility for what any of them have done, and a good point is that they are not qualified to "fill in any blanks" of any episode, they are not shrinks.
And they are not my family. Why would such a thing be done to me and no relatives of mine are involved, and when my relatives are mentioned, it's only to have them as scapegoats.
I wrote out what I remember about the Navy, and the Navy "woke up" what X's family did the day before I went to Cleveland MAPS (induction center). But X's family want to create a fantasy of "he wanted to make a stand for fags in the military and they screwed him up for it."
The Navy was very nice and the only question they asked me was, "Who is ......?" and the answer was X, the rapist. There was no talk of sexuality or anything, and as for the voices trying to get me to believe that they saved me from jail or anything is ludicrous. The Navy wouldn't spend money to incarcerate anyone for many years. They just write you up and send you home. The last thing I remember them saying came from a uniformed guy and it was, "you should go to school." And he was reading from a sheet of paper he had.
And I was only there for a day and a half, how much talking or information could they get in that amount of time? They are busy people. It doesn't take 30 years to explain what happened there, but of course, X's family claim it's my fault because all I have to do is wear a dress and let X's lies through.
That's where all the talk of "you have to say you're a fag, because we can't finish this until you say that." They are idiots. X needs her abuse and rape on me to be passed off as a "faggy gender thing." Faggy gender things are not even remotely connected to anything. It goes back to X abusing and dressing up her abuse victims, and training her abuse victim to blame someone else.
"You want the dress, I know you do. You can't have the dress until you say what we want you to say." And all this on a six year old boy. What do 6 year olds know about sex, faggotry, or gender identification? Nothing.
I do not stand up for anyone. I told on all of them. I do not fight anyone else's battles, especially when it comes to those abusive assholes that started problems as long ago as 47 years. I don't lie for them or about them.
I do not want to have anything to do with X, the dead rapist, or her family, but they still claim they are getting permission from another "personality" and when I think about something they don't like, they tell me to "shut up, we're not speaking to you."
But I'm the only one that should be speaking, because the rest of it, the so-called personalities they create when I say something that doesn't fit their fantasy land, is just a means of having the criminals to cover their asses with bogus stories. I am only one person with one story to tell, and the blank spots don't matter, especially since these dummies who claim to know better are the instigators in the first place.
I haven't lived long enough to have had every disease or disorder they claim I have, and I sure as hell haven't lived long enough to have done all the things they claim.
Monday, January 19, 2015
Tuesday, January 13, 2015
January 13, 2015
January 13, 2015 4:22 pm Werner K Stoebermann Warner Stoberman
Nothing new in real life today. It's finally been snowing, with a little ice. We've had it better than last year when it just about never stopped.
In the news has been the attack by ISIL on a French magazine that mocks their religion. I did not care. First of all, I have no pity for anyone who uses other people's religion to mock and taunt them. What did they expect Muslims to do? The West kills hundreds of thousands of them and shows no respect for their religious beliefs. Maybe if the West stopped killing them, they wouldn't get what they got. It's just another massacre, but since it was on a magazine, the rest of the media is making freedom of speech and instigating hatred against Muslims again. And that magazine that got attacked now puts out another issue mocking the Muslims again. Are they stupid? They printed 3 million copies of their latest issue because they know they will be making millions of dollars off their own dead workers.
The voices went nuts. Told me not to put this in my blog because they have "too much invested" in their dog and pony show. I have said worse the past 47 years that X the Rapist and her relatives have screwing people over and it didn't get such a response as yesterday. I think they are getting tired and want a way to end this shit on their terms, that is, making everyone else the perpetrators and making themselves the victims.
The voices are down to just a few since X the Rapist died. It's her daughter, CF, her sisters, MR and OH. They added two more harassers, X's brother TH and his wife MH. Yesterday, they put me through the same thing. Allegedly, I won't know the truth about anything until I put on a dress and let the spirit of X the Rapist come through to guide me. I told them to fuck off, and MH started to train me with "you have to call her up with 'come up, spirit.' I laughed and told her they look so stupid when they try to cover their harassment with spirits and psychics. Of course, they have their conversations masked so they look like the conversation is about other things.
The only spirits they know are the ones that come in bottles from the liquor store.
A few days ago, I was sitting somewhere, and my sister J walked towards me with something that looked like a stack of papers, and put them on a desk. When I first saw her, I said that was J, and someone probably prompted me to not recognize her because I thought, I don't recognize her (Fatso has said that many times over the years, in 1985 he said for me not to know the difference between KS and J).
So, it went like this: That's J, I don't recognize her, someone probably asked why, and I said because she's older now, and her hair turned gray and she left. So know they got another "don't recognize J" in addition to the "you don't know the difference between J and KS.
And I looked at the stack of papers or whatever and said, "I'm not going to read that." That is probably the way they keep their nightmares and cover stories and lies. As it has been for thirty five years, have a stupid conversation with God knows who, they cut and paste what was said, force me to think of words that associate with things in the conversation, write it up in associated words (which would look like nonsense), give it to an unwitting victim of theirs to say things like, "we can't read this, you have to read it." I don't recall reading it because it is their Nazi torture of making their victims have waking nightmares.
They get me to trigger myself, essentially. And there are prompts of "have a cigarette" "eat a piece of candy." And the idiots say things like, "Every time you eat a piece of candy, you......" and I'm supposed to finish the sentence with what they want me to think of.
***OH just said, "Hey, T(sister's name)" and flashed a light on me. Reading the post about McC, the store will explain the association with lights and T. X the Rapist's family uses that to break my concentration.***
So I'm supposed to read their garbage, and by showing me J giving me papers, J's supposed to be the scapegoat for that, too. They probably still use people at work. Sending emails and images and telling them to use trigger words to start the "remembering crap." And it is crap.
When I hear them working on their dog and pony shows to glorify X the Rapist, I hear them say, nastily, "Werner, stay out of it." "We're not talking to you." But I'm the only one there. When I break in, they interrupt what I'm trying to say with commands like, fuck up, misspell. They keep telling me not to deviate from "the script," that I'm only fucking myself up when I don't say the exact words they have made me read.
But their scripts are trash. They claim I don't know who my mother is, they claim I think X the Rapist is/was my mother. It's just that when I hear what they are claiming, they make me go off on a tangent with "just associate."
***And TH just said, "So?" as in so what if we screw you over. And then he said, "If you don't know the difference...." And I'm thinking, "between my mother and...blah blah blah." He's insinuating that I don't know my own mother. and my answer to that is, "You force me to look like I don't know." It's your dog and pony show. I have never had my say because your threats and head games is all you want to show to the public.**
Months ago, OH's son got in my face and said, "I'm going to kill you, I'm going to kill your mother, I'm going to kill your sister, I'm going to kill all your family." Around that same time, MR stood up and said, "I'm FV, and this (MR's sister, OH) is Sue (a local community organizer.)" I thought, "That means you are guaranteed not to be who you say you are because you wouldn't use your own names because what you are doing is illegal, despicable and hateful."
And if they ever get caught, their excuse will be, "We can't help it if he doesn't know who we are." The fact is, they prompt me to think of things and people, so the letting their victims "lead themselves into thinking" they are someone else doesn't fly because they use that hoping that I will go off on people in the real world.
They cause trouble and want someone else to be the one who complains about me. They are victimizing real people in that way, people they don't even know, people who don't know them or give a shit about them or give a shit about me, but they are just people to be used by X the Rapist's relatives to do their dirty work.
Another thing about them recently is they showed me a woman. Tall, thin, blond dykish hair cut. Months ago, when I mentioned that FF, X's son, goes around showing people how to set me off in public, and saying things like, "He (me) can't see me. You have to introduce me to him." Like the other relatives of X's family, he is a negative hallucinations. And this woman, who I can see, probably because someone wants to be a scapegoat for them later, got violent with FF, that she hasn't worked on all this for him to screw it up. Fatso also shows people how to screw me up.
And this woman got all frenzied every time she came around. I assume the only people that are allowed around me when they create their dog and pony shows are all related to X in one way or another. I looked on the Internet. When people like CF says to me, "You'll never see this face." She means I'll never see her face, and it is blurred. I just say to her, "I can see your face on Facebook, stupid."
I googled around X's relatives and ran across TH, X's brother and his wife, MH. They said later it was because I googled their names that they are there. The same was years ago with OH, after I told my sister, T, what happened at OH's house is when she showed up and joined in her family's business of fucking people over. At first, she wanted me to think she was someone who works delivering papers, also. And I didn't believe her and said, "Who else would get so violent and pissed off about mentioning OH and her son?" Only OH and her son. Again, they want me to go off on people in public.
So I see this woman, the tall thin one, the ***no, not David Bowie, OH,** and she was taking off a ski mask. And I googled around google images and their family names and it looks exactly like a picture of OH's daughter in law. What a shock! A relative of OH's. Shock? Nej. ***No, TH, I don't think or believe that I'm Swedish,***
So, why do I see them and not the others? From 47 years of knowing X and her family and their tactics, those people they "let me see" are going to be their scapegoats someday.
I think about the potential victims of theirs recently. My cousin, who has the same name as I do, and I tell these idiots they better get the correct Werner because if they harass the wrong one, my cousin, I hope he would not hesitate to shoot them dead. They have physically attacked me many times, but since I'm only supposed to be dreaming, etc, I have no fucking way to get them to stop. ***No, TH, holding up a dress and trying to train me into wearing it is not a way to get you to stop. Read my blog and run as far away as possible from this shit your relatives are doing is all anyone needs to do.*** As crazed as those people get, I'm surprised someone hasn't given them what they deserve.
And I thought of CF's children and how they were probably treated. After all, her own mother said she had mental problems when she was 12. But this was X, and to X, telling on them would be a mental disease.
And OH's grandchildren. As violent as she gets, and how she lies so easily, contradicts the slightest thought of her victim, it is not a stretch of any sort to say that her hatred and violence comes out in her "normal" life, for wont of better word. As much time as she spends conspiring to harass people, and as pissed off as she gets, she is bound to go off on someone. She should be supervised around the grandchildren. But mentioning grandchildren and such just introduces some real life in their little bubble they've created for themselves.
She'll end up the kind of relative that gets locked away in the attic. "That's just mice screaming in the attic, not grandma."
So, really, I've taken up Swedish. It's interesting, it's easy. If you know German, English, or French, Swedish comes easily. But not when you're being harassed. They go around saying, he thinks he's Swedish. No, I don't. Let's test him, they say. Of course the test is designed by them so I fail. And their other tests, math this and that, and "you'll never know physics again...if you don't wear this dress." *** Making me copy FF putting on a dress, which you probably just changed into pants or whatever, won't get you anywhere*** I screw up their tests deliberately. What's five plus ten? Fifty thousand, I say. Who is the president? Herbert Hoover.
He learned Swedish? That doesn't fit in, we have no "personality that would speak Swedish. You know we can't say it's Werner, because we are talking to and treating Michael Hart, or the transtesticle X trained in 1967, we have ET, we have some Youtuber he watches so we can say, 'he thinks he's that Youtuber," we have his sister,T, we have all these so-called personalities but can't fit in Swedish.
But Swedish? Where is that personality? It's just me. But of course everything I do will come with the price of "we are going to screw everything up, make it so difficult for you, that you will be begging for the dress, taking down the blog, kissing dead X's ass."
But, you know what? Swedish is easy, even with their harassment. And a physics degree with a minor in math was easy. When they say, "oh, he worked so hard...on this or that" I say, honestly, I never worked hard on anything in my life, things came easy.
But they parade FF, X's son, around for me to copy the asinine things they can't get me to do other than by copying someone else, and say, "Oh, FF just said something in Swedish. He is helping you learn Swedish." No, he isn't. He doesn't know it. And the rot about how they "helped me through college." No, they didn't. In no sense of the word did they. Suddenly, someone who failed fourth grade twice, FF, is helping me to learn something. That is laughable. FF should be watching his kid and not spending his time conspiring to harass people.
So all the talk, all the writing, prompting , or ass scratching that's supposed to make me forget or remember something just doesn't work. They can induce amnesia, any hypnotist can, so they can make someone think through several wrong names before the correct one is thought of, doesn't mean that anything is forgotten. They want me to ask them for help to remember, the "HOW do you remember this or that" trap, i.e. eat something, physically do something and then remember what we just put you through.
I don't. I don't need them. Something thought of once, will be thought of again.
Again, it's typical Nazi torture. Tell your victim they are no good, play head games, slander, insinuate, endless interrogation about the pettiest thing, forced misspeaks. Tell your victim their job is dumb, tell them no one can stand them (couldn't care less, actually. I don't know anyone), tell your victim that you told everyone this or that and now you have no choice but to agree with what we said. Tell your victim that you know better (they don't, they aren't you), tell your victim that you should take the blame since "you're already crazy." Tell people around your victim that the victim has to be treated in such and such a way, but in reality you just made an unwitting accomplice of someone because the "treatment" is nothing more than harassment.
And then make up excuses. Tell people your victim feels bad because it's such and such a date and this and this happened and lie after lie. And after all that, hold up some bait and tell your victim, "this is your only way out. This will cure everything." No, their "cure" is lunacy. No one has to do a damn thing to get some peace and quiet.
I've heard "He worked so hard on his college degree, and now...." Meaning "It makes him nuts he couldn't use it." No, I didn't go to college to get a good job. I went because I didn't want to be one of those old people who say "I could have done..." So I'm not going to be that old person because I went and did it. And with all that reading, etc, my Alzheimer's is going to be interesting.
Nothing new in real life today. It's finally been snowing, with a little ice. We've had it better than last year when it just about never stopped.
In the news has been the attack by ISIL on a French magazine that mocks their religion. I did not care. First of all, I have no pity for anyone who uses other people's religion to mock and taunt them. What did they expect Muslims to do? The West kills hundreds of thousands of them and shows no respect for their religious beliefs. Maybe if the West stopped killing them, they wouldn't get what they got. It's just another massacre, but since it was on a magazine, the rest of the media is making freedom of speech and instigating hatred against Muslims again. And that magazine that got attacked now puts out another issue mocking the Muslims again. Are they stupid? They printed 3 million copies of their latest issue because they know they will be making millions of dollars off their own dead workers.
The voices went nuts. Told me not to put this in my blog because they have "too much invested" in their dog and pony show. I have said worse the past 47 years that X the Rapist and her relatives have screwing people over and it didn't get such a response as yesterday. I think they are getting tired and want a way to end this shit on their terms, that is, making everyone else the perpetrators and making themselves the victims.
The voices are down to just a few since X the Rapist died. It's her daughter, CF, her sisters, MR and OH. They added two more harassers, X's brother TH and his wife MH. Yesterday, they put me through the same thing. Allegedly, I won't know the truth about anything until I put on a dress and let the spirit of X the Rapist come through to guide me. I told them to fuck off, and MH started to train me with "you have to call her up with 'come up, spirit.' I laughed and told her they look so stupid when they try to cover their harassment with spirits and psychics. Of course, they have their conversations masked so they look like the conversation is about other things.
The only spirits they know are the ones that come in bottles from the liquor store.
A few days ago, I was sitting somewhere, and my sister J walked towards me with something that looked like a stack of papers, and put them on a desk. When I first saw her, I said that was J, and someone probably prompted me to not recognize her because I thought, I don't recognize her (Fatso has said that many times over the years, in 1985 he said for me not to know the difference between KS and J).
So, it went like this: That's J, I don't recognize her, someone probably asked why, and I said because she's older now, and her hair turned gray and she left. So know they got another "don't recognize J" in addition to the "you don't know the difference between J and KS.
And I looked at the stack of papers or whatever and said, "I'm not going to read that." That is probably the way they keep their nightmares and cover stories and lies. As it has been for thirty five years, have a stupid conversation with God knows who, they cut and paste what was said, force me to think of words that associate with things in the conversation, write it up in associated words (which would look like nonsense), give it to an unwitting victim of theirs to say things like, "we can't read this, you have to read it." I don't recall reading it because it is their Nazi torture of making their victims have waking nightmares.
They get me to trigger myself, essentially. And there are prompts of "have a cigarette" "eat a piece of candy." And the idiots say things like, "Every time you eat a piece of candy, you......" and I'm supposed to finish the sentence with what they want me to think of.
***OH just said, "Hey, T(sister's name)" and flashed a light on me. Reading the post about McC, the store will explain the association with lights and T. X the Rapist's family uses that to break my concentration.***
So I'm supposed to read their garbage, and by showing me J giving me papers, J's supposed to be the scapegoat for that, too. They probably still use people at work. Sending emails and images and telling them to use trigger words to start the "remembering crap." And it is crap.
When I hear them working on their dog and pony shows to glorify X the Rapist, I hear them say, nastily, "Werner, stay out of it." "We're not talking to you." But I'm the only one there. When I break in, they interrupt what I'm trying to say with commands like, fuck up, misspell. They keep telling me not to deviate from "the script," that I'm only fucking myself up when I don't say the exact words they have made me read.
But their scripts are trash. They claim I don't know who my mother is, they claim I think X the Rapist is/was my mother. It's just that when I hear what they are claiming, they make me go off on a tangent with "just associate."
***And TH just said, "So?" as in so what if we screw you over. And then he said, "If you don't know the difference...." And I'm thinking, "between my mother and...blah blah blah." He's insinuating that I don't know my own mother. and my answer to that is, "You force me to look like I don't know." It's your dog and pony show. I have never had my say because your threats and head games is all you want to show to the public.**
Months ago, OH's son got in my face and said, "I'm going to kill you, I'm going to kill your mother, I'm going to kill your sister, I'm going to kill all your family." Around that same time, MR stood up and said, "I'm FV, and this (MR's sister, OH) is Sue (a local community organizer.)" I thought, "That means you are guaranteed not to be who you say you are because you wouldn't use your own names because what you are doing is illegal, despicable and hateful."
And if they ever get caught, their excuse will be, "We can't help it if he doesn't know who we are." The fact is, they prompt me to think of things and people, so the letting their victims "lead themselves into thinking" they are someone else doesn't fly because they use that hoping that I will go off on people in the real world.
They cause trouble and want someone else to be the one who complains about me. They are victimizing real people in that way, people they don't even know, people who don't know them or give a shit about them or give a shit about me, but they are just people to be used by X the Rapist's relatives to do their dirty work.
Another thing about them recently is they showed me a woman. Tall, thin, blond dykish hair cut. Months ago, when I mentioned that FF, X's son, goes around showing people how to set me off in public, and saying things like, "He (me) can't see me. You have to introduce me to him." Like the other relatives of X's family, he is a negative hallucinations. And this woman, who I can see, probably because someone wants to be a scapegoat for them later, got violent with FF, that she hasn't worked on all this for him to screw it up. Fatso also shows people how to screw me up.
And this woman got all frenzied every time she came around. I assume the only people that are allowed around me when they create their dog and pony shows are all related to X in one way or another. I looked on the Internet. When people like CF says to me, "You'll never see this face." She means I'll never see her face, and it is blurred. I just say to her, "I can see your face on Facebook, stupid."
I googled around X's relatives and ran across TH, X's brother and his wife, MH. They said later it was because I googled their names that they are there. The same was years ago with OH, after I told my sister, T, what happened at OH's house is when she showed up and joined in her family's business of fucking people over. At first, she wanted me to think she was someone who works delivering papers, also. And I didn't believe her and said, "Who else would get so violent and pissed off about mentioning OH and her son?" Only OH and her son. Again, they want me to go off on people in public.
So I see this woman, the tall thin one, the ***no, not David Bowie, OH,** and she was taking off a ski mask. And I googled around google images and their family names and it looks exactly like a picture of OH's daughter in law. What a shock! A relative of OH's. Shock? Nej. ***No, TH, I don't think or believe that I'm Swedish,***
So, why do I see them and not the others? From 47 years of knowing X and her family and their tactics, those people they "let me see" are going to be their scapegoats someday.
I think about the potential victims of theirs recently. My cousin, who has the same name as I do, and I tell these idiots they better get the correct Werner because if they harass the wrong one, my cousin, I hope he would not hesitate to shoot them dead. They have physically attacked me many times, but since I'm only supposed to be dreaming, etc, I have no fucking way to get them to stop. ***No, TH, holding up a dress and trying to train me into wearing it is not a way to get you to stop. Read my blog and run as far away as possible from this shit your relatives are doing is all anyone needs to do.*** As crazed as those people get, I'm surprised someone hasn't given them what they deserve.
And I thought of CF's children and how they were probably treated. After all, her own mother said she had mental problems when she was 12. But this was X, and to X, telling on them would be a mental disease.
And OH's grandchildren. As violent as she gets, and how she lies so easily, contradicts the slightest thought of her victim, it is not a stretch of any sort to say that her hatred and violence comes out in her "normal" life, for wont of better word. As much time as she spends conspiring to harass people, and as pissed off as she gets, she is bound to go off on someone. She should be supervised around the grandchildren. But mentioning grandchildren and such just introduces some real life in their little bubble they've created for themselves.
She'll end up the kind of relative that gets locked away in the attic. "That's just mice screaming in the attic, not grandma."
So, really, I've taken up Swedish. It's interesting, it's easy. If you know German, English, or French, Swedish comes easily. But not when you're being harassed. They go around saying, he thinks he's Swedish. No, I don't. Let's test him, they say. Of course the test is designed by them so I fail. And their other tests, math this and that, and "you'll never know physics again...if you don't wear this dress." *** Making me copy FF putting on a dress, which you probably just changed into pants or whatever, won't get you anywhere*** I screw up their tests deliberately. What's five plus ten? Fifty thousand, I say. Who is the president? Herbert Hoover.
He learned Swedish? That doesn't fit in, we have no "personality that would speak Swedish. You know we can't say it's Werner, because we are talking to and treating Michael Hart, or the transtesticle X trained in 1967, we have ET, we have some Youtuber he watches so we can say, 'he thinks he's that Youtuber," we have his sister,T, we have all these so-called personalities but can't fit in Swedish.
But Swedish? Where is that personality? It's just me. But of course everything I do will come with the price of "we are going to screw everything up, make it so difficult for you, that you will be begging for the dress, taking down the blog, kissing dead X's ass."
But, you know what? Swedish is easy, even with their harassment. And a physics degree with a minor in math was easy. When they say, "oh, he worked so hard...on this or that" I say, honestly, I never worked hard on anything in my life, things came easy.
But they parade FF, X's son, around for me to copy the asinine things they can't get me to do other than by copying someone else, and say, "Oh, FF just said something in Swedish. He is helping you learn Swedish." No, he isn't. He doesn't know it. And the rot about how they "helped me through college." No, they didn't. In no sense of the word did they. Suddenly, someone who failed fourth grade twice, FF, is helping me to learn something. That is laughable. FF should be watching his kid and not spending his time conspiring to harass people.
So all the talk, all the writing, prompting , or ass scratching that's supposed to make me forget or remember something just doesn't work. They can induce amnesia, any hypnotist can, so they can make someone think through several wrong names before the correct one is thought of, doesn't mean that anything is forgotten. They want me to ask them for help to remember, the "HOW do you remember this or that" trap, i.e. eat something, physically do something and then remember what we just put you through.
I don't. I don't need them. Something thought of once, will be thought of again.
Again, it's typical Nazi torture. Tell your victim they are no good, play head games, slander, insinuate, endless interrogation about the pettiest thing, forced misspeaks. Tell your victim their job is dumb, tell them no one can stand them (couldn't care less, actually. I don't know anyone), tell your victim that you told everyone this or that and now you have no choice but to agree with what we said. Tell your victim that you know better (they don't, they aren't you), tell your victim that you should take the blame since "you're already crazy." Tell people around your victim that the victim has to be treated in such and such a way, but in reality you just made an unwitting accomplice of someone because the "treatment" is nothing more than harassment.
And then make up excuses. Tell people your victim feels bad because it's such and such a date and this and this happened and lie after lie. And after all that, hold up some bait and tell your victim, "this is your only way out. This will cure everything." No, their "cure" is lunacy. No one has to do a damn thing to get some peace and quiet.
I've heard "He worked so hard on his college degree, and now...." Meaning "It makes him nuts he couldn't use it." No, I didn't go to college to get a good job. I went because I didn't want to be one of those old people who say "I could have done..." So I'm not going to be that old person because I went and did it. And with all that reading, etc, my Alzheimer's is going to be interesting.
Friday, January 2, 2015
January 2, 2015
January 2, 2015 3:52 pm Werner K Stoebermann Warner Stoberman
Nothing new in real life. My dog had a bad case of diarrhea the past week that came from stopped up anal sacs. It was gross. Poop everywhere, but at least he used the newspaper. He kept attacking me because I had to give him baths so his ass wouldn't get infected. He's 13 years old now and mean as ever.
Still delivering papers overnight and it's the same thing over and over. Go to work, go to the store, go home. And I like it that way.
As for the voices and related crap:
I just had it out with X's daughter, CF. Since I'm blogging, they are trying to mix up everything that they can. CF mentioned that she is waiting for a schedule, meaning how and when am I supposed to remember the crap they are doing, which would include their stupid intrusive thoughts in the middle of their cut and paste conversations.
I said that I don't want to be scheduled. She said that she just mentioned the word and I supposedly came up with the meaning of "how and when to remember, (which also goes back to the store incident in 1985)." I told her that I could never imagine any definition or association with the word schedule that they have been using. And I asked bitch why would she go along with any such preposterous thing.
She, as always, claims to be helping, but they are creating problems, and I have been telling them that they are not qualified to help. And of course they end with "you're suicidal and we don't want you to kill yourself." And then I tell them that it is worse for them to even think of doing anything with a suicidal person. They are not qualified and they are criminals.
I have been telling these assholes off for many decades.
And since rapist X died, her daughter is replaying (waking up) conversations with her idiotic mother and is probably making claims that I believe in ghosts and I should listen to what her mother is saying. She even prompts with, "did you hear what my mother said?"
And of course they are using my sister, J, nowadays, too. They expect her to be the dumbass who, as they put it, "will put you away." I tell them that I will get a lawyer on J's ass to leave me alone.
X's family has a preposterous, idiotic idea that I have to wear a dress, which was X's abuse in 1967 and onward, but they claim that it is because I wanted to be my sister, T, who also has a history of abuse and abusing. So, in effect, they want to justify X's abuse.
I don't wear dresses or think of myself as a female of any sort. And, as we all know by now, X is a liar and has been accusing everyone and everything else as being the culprits for what she herself did. And in any case, way, shape or form, X will lie, and dressing up her victim to allegedly find the truth is stupid and her family is as criminal as she is when they start their crap up.
They claim that the blank spots during the episodes they create, such as McC's (the store in 1985), the episode at Arby's in 1986, the episode when the Navy 'woke up' what X and her relatives did, are all blank spots because I supposedly turn into this transtesticle thing. It is X's abuse, her little creation to use to lie all over again.
Trying to get me to believe that blank spots can be filled in by her bullshit is what is going on and I'm not buying into it.
I've said (wrote) it many times before to people who keep trying to fill in the blanks. I tell them it's not going to happen. You will know nothing more than you know now. Thirty years after any episode what you remember will be the same, because that's the way it was and always will be. And if any voice in the head claims to know, don't believe it, and if any real life person claims to know, don't believe it either because they are probably the ones who caused you trouble to begin with and it would not be in their best interest to tell you the truth. When's the last time an abusive criminal actually helped their victim?
Again, they are not qualified to help, they are only creating and using problems to cover their asses. Dead asses or otherwise.
As for their claims that they have to treat me this way because they claim my poor innocent mother might be in danger and they use their harassment to control me, I say they must not care about my poor innocent mother because if I'm so dangerous, how could they let her live alone with me for the past 15 years.
And J just said, "I cannot tell you what you are supposed to figure out." Really, asshole? J should fuck off. I know the truth and people can read it here. What they want me to "figure out" are their head games. They put me through crap when I'm sleeping and how the hell would I know what garbage they do, and then they claim I have to figure it out.
It's more harassment. They want their victims to run around, go on a snipe hunt, play guessing games with themselves to try to figure things out. Again, they are creating bullshit and claim their victim has to figure it out. And then they prompt thoughts to make their victims think of the crap they've put in their victim's head and claim, "see, it's just like we told everyone."
I'll say it again. Just by saying or prompting, they can make anyone think of anything, but they can't make anyone believe anything. It's the part when they stop their victim from explaining anything, the times they stop their victims before their victims can say, "I don't believe that at all," is how they get their victims looking like they believe in things they don't.
Nothing new in real life. My dog had a bad case of diarrhea the past week that came from stopped up anal sacs. It was gross. Poop everywhere, but at least he used the newspaper. He kept attacking me because I had to give him baths so his ass wouldn't get infected. He's 13 years old now and mean as ever.
Still delivering papers overnight and it's the same thing over and over. Go to work, go to the store, go home. And I like it that way.
As for the voices and related crap:
I just had it out with X's daughter, CF. Since I'm blogging, they are trying to mix up everything that they can. CF mentioned that she is waiting for a schedule, meaning how and when am I supposed to remember the crap they are doing, which would include their stupid intrusive thoughts in the middle of their cut and paste conversations.
I said that I don't want to be scheduled. She said that she just mentioned the word and I supposedly came up with the meaning of "how and when to remember, (which also goes back to the store incident in 1985)." I told her that I could never imagine any definition or association with the word schedule that they have been using. And I asked bitch why would she go along with any such preposterous thing.
She, as always, claims to be helping, but they are creating problems, and I have been telling them that they are not qualified to help. And of course they end with "you're suicidal and we don't want you to kill yourself." And then I tell them that it is worse for them to even think of doing anything with a suicidal person. They are not qualified and they are criminals.
I have been telling these assholes off for many decades.
And since rapist X died, her daughter is replaying (waking up) conversations with her idiotic mother and is probably making claims that I believe in ghosts and I should listen to what her mother is saying. She even prompts with, "did you hear what my mother said?"
And of course they are using my sister, J, nowadays, too. They expect her to be the dumbass who, as they put it, "will put you away." I tell them that I will get a lawyer on J's ass to leave me alone.
X's family has a preposterous, idiotic idea that I have to wear a dress, which was X's abuse in 1967 and onward, but they claim that it is because I wanted to be my sister, T, who also has a history of abuse and abusing. So, in effect, they want to justify X's abuse.
I don't wear dresses or think of myself as a female of any sort. And, as we all know by now, X is a liar and has been accusing everyone and everything else as being the culprits for what she herself did. And in any case, way, shape or form, X will lie, and dressing up her victim to allegedly find the truth is stupid and her family is as criminal as she is when they start their crap up.
They claim that the blank spots during the episodes they create, such as McC's (the store in 1985), the episode at Arby's in 1986, the episode when the Navy 'woke up' what X and her relatives did, are all blank spots because I supposedly turn into this transtesticle thing. It is X's abuse, her little creation to use to lie all over again.
Trying to get me to believe that blank spots can be filled in by her bullshit is what is going on and I'm not buying into it.
I've said (wrote) it many times before to people who keep trying to fill in the blanks. I tell them it's not going to happen. You will know nothing more than you know now. Thirty years after any episode what you remember will be the same, because that's the way it was and always will be. And if any voice in the head claims to know, don't believe it, and if any real life person claims to know, don't believe it either because they are probably the ones who caused you trouble to begin with and it would not be in their best interest to tell you the truth. When's the last time an abusive criminal actually helped their victim?
Again, they are not qualified to help, they are only creating and using problems to cover their asses. Dead asses or otherwise.
As for their claims that they have to treat me this way because they claim my poor innocent mother might be in danger and they use their harassment to control me, I say they must not care about my poor innocent mother because if I'm so dangerous, how could they let her live alone with me for the past 15 years.
And J just said, "I cannot tell you what you are supposed to figure out." Really, asshole? J should fuck off. I know the truth and people can read it here. What they want me to "figure out" are their head games. They put me through crap when I'm sleeping and how the hell would I know what garbage they do, and then they claim I have to figure it out.
It's more harassment. They want their victims to run around, go on a snipe hunt, play guessing games with themselves to try to figure things out. Again, they are creating bullshit and claim their victim has to figure it out. And then they prompt thoughts to make their victims think of the crap they've put in their victim's head and claim, "see, it's just like we told everyone."
I'll say it again. Just by saying or prompting, they can make anyone think of anything, but they can't make anyone believe anything. It's the part when they stop their victim from explaining anything, the times they stop their victims before their victims can say, "I don't believe that at all," is how they get their victims looking like they believe in things they don't.
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