October 28, 2014

October 28, 2014   9:42pm   Werner K Stoebermann    Stobermann

Still working and being forced to listen to their crap. That rapist, X, died in June at 73 years of age, a few days before my birthday. Then three months later her eldest son, 57, died. He only had a few months of life without that monster in his life. Too bad. He died of brain cancer and she got it for being such a bitch, that and her alcoholism took a few years off of that one's life.

My mom said there were a lot of people at her funeral. Not that she had any friends, they were most likely her victims going to make sure she's really dead and gone. Like the old saying goes, give the people what they want and they'll beat a path to your door.

Since the beginning of the year, my sister's boyfriend died, my last uncle on my dad's side, X, and her son died. It's been a good year for weeding out rotten people around here.

So, X is gone but her kids and relatives keep her harassment going. Her sister, OH, is really, really a bitch. She's the one whose son was raped right under her nose and the only thing she did was call her sister, X, to start abuse again. That was in July 1971 and was when they trained me to accuse the neighbor girl at the time of being "the one who started it all," i.e. my original rapist. I wonder if that woman, who is still friends with a sister of mine, ever found out that for 43 years X's relatives have thought of her as a child rapist.

But the voices are still the same, pushing a faggy agenda, and gear all the "conversations" they have with me toward that end. There was that guy that I call Fatso, who came into my room back in the '80s and put me on the phone to who knows who and made me listen to bullshit, repeat what he wanted me to say, or made me bitch out people over the phone to cause trouble. He's still probably doing that. It must be X's brother because when he's around, X's son is also there being used as the abusive piece of shit that he became.

They and their voices are still the same. Nothing but being called a fag, saying I want to be a woman, wear dresses, and claiming that all I have to do is say I'm a faggot and then everything will be better. They are playing out X's abuse from 1967 and trying to make it into a faggy or gender head problem.

I don't think like that at all.

I said it before, they try to connect the "he's a fag" shit with "he wants to be a woman" shit" with "he's suicidal." All the points X trained me like a dog with in 1967 and now her relatives and their accomplices are trying to turn it into my "reality." What shit those people are. They get people to believe their shit by waking up the abuse X started.

I don't know how many times I have to say it, I want nothing to do with those people or their accomplices, some of whom are my own relatives. I haven't had anything to do with them in over 30 years, except for the times they took me out of the house while I was sleeping to get their "treatment." I woke up enough times to know what they are doing.

They still carry on conversations with me, make me repeat them and then claim that I'm talking to some woman personality they claim that I have to be. They should really be in jail instead of harassing the public with their bullshit.

I mentioned before that I was having photos and text messages pushed on me at work. The one guy even said, "I don't know if you want to respond to this message." It was on his phone. Why should there be a message for me on someone else's phone, someone I only know (and not well) from work?

That Fatso also said months ago that I got an email from some guy whom I used to exchange emails with and hadn't for a long time, but Fatso said there was an email for me from that guy and "he wanted a clarification" about X, the rapist, and did I want to send an email. I said that I did not want to. It was just a trick from Fatso who wants his own bullshit coming out of my mouth or fingertips.

The voices also said a few months ago to remember "manager." Managers is what they call it when they harass their victims while their victims are sleeping. They are managing people's lives through harassing sleeping people, just like the Nazis they are. Of course, when I went to work that night, the warehouse manager said to me "let me be your manager."

Not a coincidence. I think Fatso and X's assholes use people at work to prompt things and I repeat the answers they trained me to repeat. I told the guy that he was a warehouse manager and I laughed it off and said that I don't need one of those life coaching things.

I should have flat out asked him who told him to say that, but between Fatso and OH brainwashing them into thinking what Fatso and OH want them to think about me, and my sister's badmouthing of me ever since she was in grade school, people are looking for any misspeak I make or some dumb thing I do and then say, "They're right, he's crazy."

Too bad they're only allowed to see what Fatso and X's assholes want them to see. I'm sure they are telling those people that they are seeing the "real him" but that's bullshit. They are victimizing people by lying to them and then telling them what to do with me.

I've been working at the same place for 15 years, but if anyone there gets caught harassing me, and it is harassment, I'll be the one who gets fired. They aren't going to admit to it, they have a crowd of criminals breathing down their necks, and it'll be swept under the rug like everything else those harassers have been doing since 1967.

They get their way by intimidation and out and out blackmail.

I say it again. I don't want them in my life in any sense of the word "in" and there is not one thing I have to do to get them out of my life. They are abusing, not helping.

No one has to do a fucking thing.