October 30, 2014 6:47 pm Werner K Stoebermann Warner Stoberman
Nothing new since yesterday. Today's is my dog's birthday. He's a 13 years old Pomeranian. He still bites people, especially when there's food out for him. You don't even need to be near him to get bitten in the foot. Other than that, he's a good dog.
I've taken up learning Swedish since June. It came pretty easily since it's a Germanic language and that's what I grew up hearing. It took about eight weeks to get pretty good at reading, but since words are not pronounced like they're spelled, conversations and the like take a bit longer.
Of course, it's just something else the voices, X's relatives, try to use against me, since it doesn't fit their agenda of "he's so brain damaged, stupid, confused" he needs to be told what to do and think.
And they start with, He doesn't know Swedish because I'll test him and prove he's lying (I don't claim to be proficient in Swedish) He thinks he's someone else when he does that (No, I don't) He thinks he is Swedish (No, I'm not) and on and on.
Every time I hear a voice now, I just start thinking, "Did you know that X was a rapist?" They get pretty pissed off, seeing as how they are her relatives. X fucks people up and her relatives try to keep her victims fucked up.
They still use the preplanned question/answer tactic. They are their questions and they point at me and get their programmed answers. They make me read things while I'm sleeping, or 'wake me up'
I was watching a program on the computer just now, saw the letters USA, and even just thinking it, it was the answer to the question, "Where do you live?" And then I heard a patronizing "that's right" from some red-headed bitch (most likely one of X's sisters).
That bitch's husband asks the questions, but I don't hear them, I'm just trained like a dog to repeat some words as answers. That red-headed bitch sits next to me. When I heard that question/answer about USA, I immediately realized what they are doing and said, "I live in Polandia," and "Did you know that X was a rapist?"
Then that red-headed bitch, who was sitting next to me, pointed in front of me, which is an indication that I should follow the script they put in front of me. They try to change the word rapist to racist.
They are programming idiotic answers to their questions to cover that rapist X's ass, and make me look like a fool. Faggotry, cross dressing, multiple personalities, suicide are no doubt the topics of their con game, since that's been X's agenda all along--covering up her abuse and her relatives claim they didn't know about it.
Sticking intrusive thoughts in my head is also a tactic. When I was watching some video on Youtube, I thought "they are my honnies." I don't think like that at all. Never did. They make me think of words like pretty, beautiful, marvelous...words I don't even think.
They are trying to create a female thing they call by sister's name and claim I wore dresses at 7 years of age because I was so jealous and wanted to be like her. She was an abusive ass herself. Who would want to be their abuser? She's called me a faggot since I was 7, and now X's relatives are using her abuse as a harassing tactic, and the source of their creation, and making me look like I'm thinking like a different personality.
I'll say it again, X had a decades long history of abuse, obstructing justice by terrorizing children so she can get away with abuse, harassment, intimidation, etc. And I'm not the only one she put through hell, plenty of witnesses who are now being harassed by X's relatives are out there.
People should stop playing along with their bullshit. They had to literally murder a toddler to get their way. I'm not a fool. They would kill again if they knew they could get away with it.
By the way, did you know that X was a rapist?
And the last 20 minutes have been nothing but listening to their spin, their words and phrases they will use to discredit what I just wrote. "I'm just pissed off," is something I heard, and probably triggered to repeat later. And the rest of the trash they do. One of the red-headed bitch's is to say, "Do you see this?" or "How many fingers am I holding up?" (the latest response to that one by me was, "As many as X used to rape me.").
When I say, "I don't know because I don't see what you're holding up or how many fingers you're holding up," she says that that is enough to put me away. No it isn't. First of all, I know what they are doing. Secondly, if she knows what I see or don't see (i.e. what the negative hallucinations are), then it is she who creates them and provokes and prompts them as a harassment and intimation tactic.
Like I say about OH when she says, "That's him," after I repeat some garbage they want people to hear, how do you know, OH? You create trash by using your Nazi tactic of harassing sleeping people and then you claim you're the one who knows who is who. Seems to me and anyone else who reads this, is that you are the one who is creating problems. Any Nazi like you can create an imprint and then 'wake it up' for your own benefit.
And who do they wake up in the first place to begin their harassment is something someone should ask them.
Thursday, October 30, 2014
Tuesday, October 28, 2014
October 28, 2014
October 28, 2014 9:42pm Werner K Stoebermann Stobermann
Still working and being forced to listen to their crap. That rapist, X, died in June at 73 years of age, a few days before my birthday. Then three months later her eldest son, 57, died. He only had a few months of life without that monster in his life. Too bad. He died of brain cancer and she got it for being such a bitch, that and her alcoholism took a few years off of that one's life.
My mom said there were a lot of people at her funeral. Not that she had any friends, they were most likely her victims going to make sure she's really dead and gone. Like the old saying goes, give the people what they want and they'll beat a path to your door.
Since the beginning of the year, my sister's boyfriend died, my last uncle on my dad's side, X, and her son died. It's been a good year for weeding out rotten people around here.
So, X is gone but her kids and relatives keep her harassment going. Her sister, OH, is really, really a bitch. She's the one whose son was raped right under her nose and the only thing she did was call her sister, X, to start abuse again. That was in July 1971 and was when they trained me to accuse the neighbor girl at the time of being "the one who started it all," i.e. my original rapist. I wonder if that woman, who is still friends with a sister of mine, ever found out that for 43 years X's relatives have thought of her as a child rapist.
But the voices are still the same, pushing a faggy agenda, and gear all the "conversations" they have with me toward that end. There was that guy that I call Fatso, who came into my room back in the '80s and put me on the phone to who knows who and made me listen to bullshit, repeat what he wanted me to say, or made me bitch out people over the phone to cause trouble. He's still probably doing that. It must be X's brother because when he's around, X's son is also there being used as the abusive piece of shit that he became.
They and their voices are still the same. Nothing but being called a fag, saying I want to be a woman, wear dresses, and claiming that all I have to do is say I'm a faggot and then everything will be better. They are playing out X's abuse from 1967 and trying to make it into a faggy or gender head problem.
I don't think like that at all.
I said it before, they try to connect the "he's a fag" shit with "he wants to be a woman" shit" with "he's suicidal." All the points X trained me like a dog with in 1967 and now her relatives and their accomplices are trying to turn it into my "reality." What shit those people are. They get people to believe their shit by waking up the abuse X started.
I don't know how many times I have to say it, I want nothing to do with those people or their accomplices, some of whom are my own relatives. I haven't had anything to do with them in over 30 years, except for the times they took me out of the house while I was sleeping to get their "treatment." I woke up enough times to know what they are doing.
They still carry on conversations with me, make me repeat them and then claim that I'm talking to some woman personality they claim that I have to be. They should really be in jail instead of harassing the public with their bullshit.
I mentioned before that I was having photos and text messages pushed on me at work. The one guy even said, "I don't know if you want to respond to this message." It was on his phone. Why should there be a message for me on someone else's phone, someone I only know (and not well) from work?
That Fatso also said months ago that I got an email from some guy whom I used to exchange emails with and hadn't for a long time, but Fatso said there was an email for me from that guy and "he wanted a clarification" about X, the rapist, and did I want to send an email. I said that I did not want to. It was just a trick from Fatso who wants his own bullshit coming out of my mouth or fingertips.
The voices also said a few months ago to remember "manager." Managers is what they call it when they harass their victims while their victims are sleeping. They are managing people's lives through harassing sleeping people, just like the Nazis they are. Of course, when I went to work that night, the warehouse manager said to me "let me be your manager."
Not a coincidence. I think Fatso and X's assholes use people at work to prompt things and I repeat the answers they trained me to repeat. I told the guy that he was a warehouse manager and I laughed it off and said that I don't need one of those life coaching things.
I should have flat out asked him who told him to say that, but between Fatso and OH brainwashing them into thinking what Fatso and OH want them to think about me, and my sister's badmouthing of me ever since she was in grade school, people are looking for any misspeak I make or some dumb thing I do and then say, "They're right, he's crazy."
Too bad they're only allowed to see what Fatso and X's assholes want them to see. I'm sure they are telling those people that they are seeing the "real him" but that's bullshit. They are victimizing people by lying to them and then telling them what to do with me.
I've been working at the same place for 15 years, but if anyone there gets caught harassing me, and it is harassment, I'll be the one who gets fired. They aren't going to admit to it, they have a crowd of criminals breathing down their necks, and it'll be swept under the rug like everything else those harassers have been doing since 1967.
They get their way by intimidation and out and out blackmail.
I say it again. I don't want them in my life in any sense of the word "in" and there is not one thing I have to do to get them out of my life. They are abusing, not helping.
No one has to do a fucking thing.
Still working and being forced to listen to their crap. That rapist, X, died in June at 73 years of age, a few days before my birthday. Then three months later her eldest son, 57, died. He only had a few months of life without that monster in his life. Too bad. He died of brain cancer and she got it for being such a bitch, that and her alcoholism took a few years off of that one's life.
My mom said there were a lot of people at her funeral. Not that she had any friends, they were most likely her victims going to make sure she's really dead and gone. Like the old saying goes, give the people what they want and they'll beat a path to your door.
Since the beginning of the year, my sister's boyfriend died, my last uncle on my dad's side, X, and her son died. It's been a good year for weeding out rotten people around here.
So, X is gone but her kids and relatives keep her harassment going. Her sister, OH, is really, really a bitch. She's the one whose son was raped right under her nose and the only thing she did was call her sister, X, to start abuse again. That was in July 1971 and was when they trained me to accuse the neighbor girl at the time of being "the one who started it all," i.e. my original rapist. I wonder if that woman, who is still friends with a sister of mine, ever found out that for 43 years X's relatives have thought of her as a child rapist.
But the voices are still the same, pushing a faggy agenda, and gear all the "conversations" they have with me toward that end. There was that guy that I call Fatso, who came into my room back in the '80s and put me on the phone to who knows who and made me listen to bullshit, repeat what he wanted me to say, or made me bitch out people over the phone to cause trouble. He's still probably doing that. It must be X's brother because when he's around, X's son is also there being used as the abusive piece of shit that he became.
They and their voices are still the same. Nothing but being called a fag, saying I want to be a woman, wear dresses, and claiming that all I have to do is say I'm a faggot and then everything will be better. They are playing out X's abuse from 1967 and trying to make it into a faggy or gender head problem.
I don't think like that at all.
I said it before, they try to connect the "he's a fag" shit with "he wants to be a woman" shit" with "he's suicidal." All the points X trained me like a dog with in 1967 and now her relatives and their accomplices are trying to turn it into my "reality." What shit those people are. They get people to believe their shit by waking up the abuse X started.
I don't know how many times I have to say it, I want nothing to do with those people or their accomplices, some of whom are my own relatives. I haven't had anything to do with them in over 30 years, except for the times they took me out of the house while I was sleeping to get their "treatment." I woke up enough times to know what they are doing.
They still carry on conversations with me, make me repeat them and then claim that I'm talking to some woman personality they claim that I have to be. They should really be in jail instead of harassing the public with their bullshit.
I mentioned before that I was having photos and text messages pushed on me at work. The one guy even said, "I don't know if you want to respond to this message." It was on his phone. Why should there be a message for me on someone else's phone, someone I only know (and not well) from work?
That Fatso also said months ago that I got an email from some guy whom I used to exchange emails with and hadn't for a long time, but Fatso said there was an email for me from that guy and "he wanted a clarification" about X, the rapist, and did I want to send an email. I said that I did not want to. It was just a trick from Fatso who wants his own bullshit coming out of my mouth or fingertips.
The voices also said a few months ago to remember "manager." Managers is what they call it when they harass their victims while their victims are sleeping. They are managing people's lives through harassing sleeping people, just like the Nazis they are. Of course, when I went to work that night, the warehouse manager said to me "let me be your manager."
Not a coincidence. I think Fatso and X's assholes use people at work to prompt things and I repeat the answers they trained me to repeat. I told the guy that he was a warehouse manager and I laughed it off and said that I don't need one of those life coaching things.
I should have flat out asked him who told him to say that, but between Fatso and OH brainwashing them into thinking what Fatso and OH want them to think about me, and my sister's badmouthing of me ever since she was in grade school, people are looking for any misspeak I make or some dumb thing I do and then say, "They're right, he's crazy."
Too bad they're only allowed to see what Fatso and X's assholes want them to see. I'm sure they are telling those people that they are seeing the "real him" but that's bullshit. They are victimizing people by lying to them and then telling them what to do with me.
I've been working at the same place for 15 years, but if anyone there gets caught harassing me, and it is harassment, I'll be the one who gets fired. They aren't going to admit to it, they have a crowd of criminals breathing down their necks, and it'll be swept under the rug like everything else those harassers have been doing since 1967.
They get their way by intimidation and out and out blackmail.
I say it again. I don't want them in my life in any sense of the word "in" and there is not one thing I have to do to get them out of my life. They are abusing, not helping.
No one has to do a fucking thing.
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