January 12, 2016

January 12, 2016  4:51 pm     Werner K Stoebermann    Warner Stoberman

Nothing new, just playing Smite and working online. It finally snowed a good amount, we haven't had any snow here in Ohio until now.

Same old crap in the head. Still think and say that I support the Islamic State, and I google  the words many times a day. There have been a few people arrested for supporting the Islamic State in Northeast Ohio--Youngstown, Green (where I used to deliver papers), and even in Akron, where I live.

And, of course, the voices in the head, i.e. X the rapist's relatives have to try to change it all around, using the same crappy head games. Too bad for them for trying. It would be obstructing justice if they were asked about me regarding any topic. They lie. I don't want to have anything to do with them. What they claim to know about me is created by them to cover their criminal asses. I don't want anything to do with them.

I do support what the Islamic State is doing.  They are cleaning the shit out of their country and  like I said, it should happen here. Shit like X's relatives should be held accountable for what they get away with, and they probably dumb enough to try to "explain" things using their same abusive tactics.

January 10, 2016

January 10, 2016 10:45 am   Werner K Stoebermann   Warner Stobermann

Not much different lately. The usual. Not working very much, I just lay around watching Youtube.

The same old stuff in the head. “Every word you type, you have to…” This from OH, X the rapist’s sister. She’s about as crazy as X herself. OH is an abusive bitch. She was better off being an alcoholic like she was years ago.

She constantly interferes, claims she’s telling people things that I don’t even believe in and people might be stupid enough to believe her. And she keeps trying to create “other personalities” for them to play with. She stands around prompting thoughts of real people, and if I so much as grunt, she’ll claim “Now he thinks he’s…(insert any ridiculous name).

She’s an ass. And so is her son, who has been helping her fuck people over. You can read about him in previous posts.

People shouldn’t be fooled by that rapist’s family. Making me think of someone doesn’t make me that someone. I tell them to go away, but they say, “We’re not talking to you, Werner,” or “You shouldn’t wake up, Werner.”

They claim they’re getting “Permission from other personalities” to fuck me over. They claim “She’s the dominate personality. They are wrong and should be in jail for harassment, but they taunt and harass all the more because they say “It’s all in your head.”

That’s how they get away with murder and no one wants to do anything to them because they are just afraid of getting the same “treatment” I get from them. And some of their treatment is constant blackmail such as they have naked pictures of me and incessant talk about sexual perversion with my relatives. Really disguting. I don’t want them in my life at all.

 And they still say that everything will go away if I backtrack and say that X wasn’t what I say she was (a rapist) and then take on homosexuality and wear a dress because, as they put it, “You’ll know the truth when you are ‘her’, and, “You just wanted to be your sister all your life.” Not at all.

That red-headed bitch, MR, X the rapist’s other sister, is an idiot. I saw her sitting with me at a dining room table. She was bringing up topics, and I, as a child about 7-10 years old, was making up stories about …whatever. And she looks at me and says, “See, you were always like this,” i.e. a storyteller.

And then she wants me to buy into some psychobabbly shit that I have to meet the child and talk to him. I said, no I don’t. I’m not buying into that crap. And then she tells me I have to take the child home with me. I said, “Nope. You are stuck with him.” The same way they are stuck with this “woman thing” they created. I laugh at them. They want me to believe that I’m missing time because “she” takes over and I don’t know what “she’s” doing. And of course, they will claim that I need them (X the rapist’s relative) to recall.

 

No I don’t. I’m not losing time, never did. I live under recording security cameras for the last five years, and the one in my room has audio. No one is getting in the house without my knowing it, and I don’t work in public anymore, so they can’t use any coworker to do their dirty work.

They even want just going to the store to be something it isn’t. They took their family name, Hey---, and claim that when I bitch about them using their family name, they’re making it look like I’m really directing comments to black people. When think or say their last name, Hey---, I’m supposed to believe I’m using the n-word instead.

“We’ll n---er you.” “We’ll make you n---er” That’s what I hear from them when I go to the store. I tell them I’m not worried, and the day that somebody who matters calls me bigoted is the day that I’ll answer. I’ve never been called a racist.

It’s funny when they’re backed into a corner. They claim that I have to be “a woman, put on the dress” etc. And I say that is their creation, not at all natural, and I can’t say that I’m something I’m not. “Oh, she wants to go out.” I said, “I’m not going. Take her out, but I’m not going.” And then they’re stuck because their creation doesn’t exist on its own.

When I put up the cameras they were pissed, and eventually said that they “need my voice.” They only need it so they can record their scripted bogus shit they have been putting me through while I was sleeping.

They claim they get permission from “other personalities.” They should be in jail for doing what they’re doing.

I went back to using self hypnosis. It cleans out the crap they try to put in me with their bullshit fake stories they want me to repeat. They tell me to go to a shrink. I don’t go because it will just be an endless dog and pony show, “waking up” the garbage they call “other personalities.”

Psychiatry won’t work as long as there is shit like X’s relatives harassing me. I don’t believe in split personalities. They are created by shit like those people who want their shit covered up. Doctors don’t treat split- or multiple personalities. They “fuse” them. I wouldn’t want to fuse with anything those idiots created.

Self hypnosis is a treatment for dissociative disorder, which I’m not, either. I could have told on X and other people any day of my life, but they claim that “some other personality told him these lies.” No, they just want a lot of confusion.

Self hypnosis, guided meditation, trance, or what you want to call it does work. After even one week, the red headed bitch was complaining. “What happened? Where is “she?” I worked 30 years on this. Wah wah wah.”

When they base their “therapy” on lies and try to create phony associations between faggotry-transtesticles-suicide, they are bound to fail.

They want to create trigger words, I’ll create my own. They want to pick when and what triggers their crap, I’ll choose my own time. I got the rest of my life.

Like I remind them, shit like X gets told on every fucking day of the year, but not many rapists have their way with their victim for almost five decades.

A lot of child abusers would love to have their way with their victims. And I’m harassed and tortured because, as X’s family says, “It’s her life.” They actually don’t consider their victim, and their too quick to call themselves victims where the people they provoke tell them to fuck off.

I can see why some people would join extremist groups. Shit like X’s relatives need to be cleaned out of this disgusting country one way or another, just like bombing and killing Muslims by the hundreds of thousands leads to organizations like the Islamic State.