Saturday, January 18, 2014

January 18, 2014

January 14, 2014  4:24pm  EDT
Warner Stoberman  Werner Stoebermann  Werner K Stoebermann
So I woke up about an hour ago and of course the voices started again. I called X the rapist that she is and her sister OH started in with her faggy harassment. And I think OH and her brother are putting me on some live stream, or just Skype or something to get me to say words that they use in their edited versions they claim are true.

This is how it went:

OH mentioned some idiotic words. Romantic nonsense, and after I heard them I asked her:

Me: Are you using my words in some faggy conversation that makes  me sound like such a romantic, head in the clouds asshole?

*She's not saying anything now.*

Me: You know you're talking to Werner Karl Dieter Stoebermann, don't you?

OH's sister is now telling me to, "stop dreaming about.."

Me: Am I supposed to finish your sentence?

OH's sister: Lose it.

Me: Am I supposed to guess what you are referring to?

OH: Don't they make a  good couple?

Me: I don't literally see what you're referring to and you know I don't see what you're referring to. Do you want me to think of faggy shit as you always do when you're harassing me? I don't want to have anything to do with you. I don't call you at all. It's your brother who "wakes me up" and forces me to listen to your crap. I would walk away from you if you didn't always keep me asleep  and abused.

OH: I don't abuse you.

Me: You are. Tell your audience how many times you cut me off by making  me associate and break my train of thought when you don't like what you are hearing. That phony shrink you got ain't going to get away with a fake profile of me.

OH: I don't give a fuck what you say.

Me: You are violating my civil rights. I do not want to talk to you and I don't want to hear your bullshit. Isn't your sister, X, feeding me lines as part of your phony conversations? You always have paper that your reading from. And when you took a drink or  acted like you did and said, "This is a drink," you know damn well you are setting up associations for me to act out. Your training of sleeping people is despicable. Very Nazi like.

Why do you keep saying that all your harassment will go away if only I say that I'm a queer? I can't say that I am something I'm not. It's sexual harassment that you are doing. That's a federal offense nowadays.

OH: You can't say your name.

Me: Why not? You got an assload of shit you try to pass off as my thoughts or ideas and they're all just edited by you and your family (relatives, before you start some asinine bullshit about Mafia). And when your accomplices call out people's name and then claim that I think I'm that person, you are just contriving a bunch of crap. Your red haired sister is here giving me commands. She's an idiot.

OH: Yes, Trudi.

Me: I'm not Trudi. Why is it that you and your relatives keep telling people that I am supposedly a split personality. Woman/Man and all that shit? It's because I know about your abusive relatives, isn't it? You have to discredit someone who knows that it was you who shot me up with some drug before I went to the Navy  in Cleveland.

OH: Take your fucking shit and...

Me: Your sister just said some crap. Heard mumbling. Anyway you don't want me to use my real name because someone might figure out who you are and the criminal acts you commit against me.

OH: You can be arrested for what you...

Me: Have you read my blog? I  know you and your red headed sister gave me a nervous breakdown when I started posting on forums. You think your harassment is going to stop me from telling what I think and what happened to me?

OH: Ask you mother this...

Me: You know I didn't hear the end of your sentence. Why do you use that tactic. What you are doing is called an unfinished ambiguity. You say half sentences or phrases or a word and have your victim associate with it, to finish your thought.

And you give me commands to mess up on typing, you tell me to forget things, and on and on. But you know that what you are doing is harassment of the worst kind.

OH: Then get out of the...

(she doesn't respond)

OH: Werner, I can't say. I can't finish you off...

(she doesn't finish)

Fatso: I'll finish you off. (popping noise)

Me: Well, Fatso, you know that you are violating my civil rights.

Fatso: I got permission from you.

Me: No, you  didn't you already had me fucked  over months before. And you going around stalking me where I work and where I go to the store really got old for the public years ago. Your harassing them, too, but you don't care about them.

Fatso: Didn't you give FV permission?

Me: She got an automatic answer like it was  set up to be. And permission doesn't last forever. I don't want you in my life. I don't  need your ideas in my head for you to use in a totally different context.

OH: What do you think of your fucking..........sister?

Me: I don't have anything to do with them. And not for the past 30 years or so. So, what do I think of my sister? Not much and not often. And I know your agenda is to tell people that I think I'm my sister, but you know you're just spouting garbage. That guy (your phony shrink, probably) said  years ago. "He hated his sister so much, half of him became her."

What stupidity. You are taking your sister's abuse on me from 1967 when she trained me to wear a dress and trying to make it into a lifestyle. You're an ass for doing that.

OH: I don't want you to say anything about...(snaps fingers) this.

Me: What "this." You are leading a sleeping person around and you know you're just doing more training that I don't want you to do. And when you say things like, "I'm going to get him committed if  it's the last thing I do," I  know  your intentions are nothing but to  do damage so shit about your relatives doesn't come out. You can read this blog and sue me if  you want, but it seems like you and your relatives are more interested in harassing me.

Fatso: Perfect, Werner. Now we  know who you ...(points finger at me) are.

Me: You have been bullshitting people about me for a long time. You and your relatives took your sister's "put him in a dress, get him drunk and parade him around in public" abuse and turning it into what you claim is a head problem when it's just your sister's way of keeping her victim abused.

Your red headed sister mentioned suicide. I'm not suicidal. You wake up that incident from McC's and  claim it is proof. You gave me the gun. You terrorized me for many months before that, and you're the one who said, "Kill yourself? Why don't you kill..." Then you waited until I thought of KS.
You wanted  me to get crazy and kill myself. And then you claim it's because of faggotry.

You're wrong and you know it. When you suggest that I kill someone, put a gun in my hand, and then parade that someone around in front of me while you're terrorizing me, what do you think is going to happen?

You got what you wanted. I shot at her and then I put the gun to my head. You got the imprint you wanted and nowadays you play it out to sucker the public into thinking what you want them to think.

X: See, he knows that/what....

Me: I've been writing this blog for three years now. You're too busy playing "multiple personalities" crap. I wouldn't play that stupid game. And who stole my Navy discharge papers?

OH: Play your fucking shit somewhere else.

Me: What's that supposed to mean? You just want me to think of anything so you play head games with a sleeping person. You're prompt, OH, was to think of music. Do you know how cruel you are to put ideas into sleeping people's heads? You are a criminal and should be in prison.

OH: (begins pantomiming)

Me: You are a coward. Even your pantomiming or writing things out for me to read is as bad as saying the crappy ideas you want to put in my head.

OH: (pantomimes "my life is more important than you are")

Me: I don't care about your life. I don't go near you. You and your relatives are the ones who start this "talk to him while he's sleeping" crap. I wouldn't go near you at all. I walk away from things that I don't like and I sure as hell don't like you.

Are you setting up trigger  words to screw me up later? That should get you some charges  filed against you. Easily. You think you can't be held accountable for what you're doing? Beating up on sleeping people and thinking you're justified in doing what your doing is just a little bit stupid on your part.

Man 1: Hey, Betty.

Me: Oh my, so X suckered her whole family in joining in on this harassment. Read my previous blog posts. Calling me woman's names does not make me think of being a broad. X is still playing her original 1967 abuse on me. You're pathetic people when that's all you can do. You really should cut out the "we're helping him" crap. You're not helping, you never had any intention of  helping.

Reading your questions to me and getting the answers you want by pointing your finger at me is such a sham. You're dishonest and are misleading people. Have you ever lived an honest day in your life?

OH: You've got some nerve.

Me: So you want me to think  you're KS. I  got a lot of nerve, but all you have is turning yourself into a criminal to get what you want. KS showed me how your kind create phony conversations. "Here's how it goes," she said, "Werner," then she made a colon with her fingers in front of my face, which means it was my turn to say what she and others wrote out.

How crazy did you get when you found out that KS and the people who were talking to me while I was sleeping at home found out that I remembered everything about X. Didn't she interfere, again, without being asked?

You know the words to are saying or writing to me come up later on when I'm awake. You know you are creating problems for me later on when I'm awake. You should stop. You are deliberately and with malice inflicting physical, emotional, and mental distress on me. And now that you are informed, in no uncertain terms, you should stop what you're doing.

Stupid Asses: Get your fucking name off of there.

Me: No. You should stop violating my civil rights. No one harasses me but you people. The Navy isn't after me, as you once tried to make me believe. You're the only  people who play head games and harass me. Pretending to be other people and hoping that I go off on people in public isn't going to work.

And adding stupid, contradictory thoughts onto and into what I say makes you people look so petty. Hoping that someone kills themselves to keep your shit covered up is really insane on your part. Like you crazies said, "You'll never be complete until you try to kill  yourself for real," is plain nuts  on your part.

Remember when someone dragged me over to your house, OH, and I woke up when someone said, "You don't smoke when you're like this." I assumed she was talking about sleeping and I assumed she was talking about pot. Then I said, "It would be horrible to be a drug dealer now. Everything can be a bug. I could have a little camera in this button." And OH started yelling, get him out of here. Get him out of here." Ha Ha.

Remember when Fatso asked me, "What is the  worst thing that could happen to you?" And  I thought, "Dragging some (newspaper) customer into this crap." And then you got that woman, ME, to call me gay and shit. Then, when you started a conversation and had X on the line just waiting to interfere, and ME said, "Isn't this Mrs. ______" and she said X's name. X went crazy. "Fuck her up. FUCK HER UUUUPPP!!!!" I laughed so hard. Shows you how stupid X is. Just fuck up everyone she wants fucked up whether they have anything to do with her or not.

Some stupid person: Just for safety.

Me: How can you claim to be in danger from someone you control? You want to claim that you and your crowd made yourselves into negative hallucinations to me for safety's sake? You lie. You did that so you can come around, do your idiotic stuff like putting me on the phone to people I don't even want to talk about, and then be gone before I even know you've been around.

You should stop your "programming" with "words to associate with later," OH. And I don't need you to tell me what to eat, when to eat, how to do my job, when to sleep, when to do anything. You are violating my civil rights. If you have something to say, don't be the cowards that you are now by trying to masquerade as other people and beat up on sleeping victims.

I'm not going to waste my time listening to your crap (are you prompting a thought of suicide, OH?). It's about time people read what I have to say since you liars want to scam people into thinking what you want them to think. Nobody has to listen to you when they can read it online written by me, Werner Karl Dieter Stoebermann.

OH: We will make you suicidal, man, we will make you suicidal.

Me: And when people read this, they'll know what and how you "wake it up."  Fuck off, X.

Werner K Stoebermann   Werner Karl Stoebermann


I don't want to have a damn thing to do with those people. That's basically how those assholes start shit. There were 17 page views for yesterday on my blog stats. Looks like someone reading this.

Friday, January 17, 2014

January 17, 2014

January 17, 2014   10:20 am  EDT

Nothing new in real life lately. Had a lot of trouble with the car since the end of November. Two corroded tail light sockets, two flat tires, replaced an almost dead battery when the temperature went down to -11 degrees, both rear brake lines rusted through at the same time, a dead headlight, and a dead front turn signal light.

X the rapist and her criminal relatives, especially her sister, OH, are still at their same crap of giving me night/daymares. Still don't know who is stupid enough to let them harass me, but it's time to tell people to read this blog so they don't get suckered into what X and her accomplices call "help."

They are crazy. They set up problems, then they "wake them up" and then act like they are helping. And it all revolves around queers. "Everydeeng will go avay ven you say you are the faggot." X is a rapist, and that is the point. She uses the training she started with wearing a dress when I was in the first grade and thinks that kind of harassment will work over and over.

They still make me repeat what they say and claim that it is what I want to say. They still make me read their "fill in the blank" statements with their ideas and crap so it sounds like what I'm reading is my idea. And they still take any thought of mine and turn it into answers  to  their asshole questions about queers, and I'm not even thinking about anything that has to with that topic.

And they still keep calling me other people's names and as soon as I make a comment, they claim that I think that I am that person. Especially my sister G's name. It is part of X's harassment from 1967 when she and my mom went out to buy a dress for my sister and when they came home, X started in with "You want her dress. I know you do. Yes, you want it. But you can't have it until you say what we told you to say..." and on and on (see previous post about the first grade).

So, X has this fantasy that I am some kind of split personality and X is training the "woman" and calls it my sister's name because X claims that I was soooo jealous of my sister. Wrong. It's X's training on her rape victim (me, 1969, after several more abuse episodes from X) so X can get away with having me, her rape victim, looking incompetent. Too  bad for X but there are plenty of witnesses to everything that's in this blog.

Her sister OH is nuts, to put it mildly. She's the one whose son got a dose of my...help, shall we say (see previous post). OH sold out to X when she didn't do anything about it but give in to X so X can have another round of harassing her rape victim. OH is just taking it out on me 43 years later. It seems like she's in charge of pushing X's queer agenda on me.

Who would want to have their rapist and her family run their life? Not me. I haven't had anything to do with them since the early '70s. I don't know who takes me over to X's house, but it is someone who is just as criminal as they are and it's just so they can get their way, to make it look like they are "helping." They aren't helping, they are threatening, damaging people who never had to answer for the beatings, rape, and abuse that they put their children (and other people's children) through.

I keep saying that I don't want to have anything to do with them. I stick to the point that X is just a vulture, a vulture waiting for someone to mention her name so she can swoop down on her victim and do her damage. So much crap comes from those people. They want it to look like I go over there to get German lessons. I don't want German lessons, don't need German lessons. I gave up reading anything German because it reminded  me of that bitch X.

*OH just said, "Think (German word for queer)." Telling me to "Think _____" is supposed to get me to associate what they are talking about with the subject they suggest when they say "think...." And some guy said "associate," which happens later and I hear a word on TV or radio or whatever and their thought comes through. They are prompts designed to fuck up my day when they aren't around. Like the word "study" that I mentioned months ago. When I heard that word on the radio while working, some guy mentioned the word study on the radio, and I immediately heard OH's voice say, "I wish that I could study magic in college." Really? I'm not into magic. That guy just said mentioned KS and I guess he's hoping that I blame her for the prompt. He also said just now, "I'll be back," and I heard him say to someone else, "...suicide." He's just setting someone up, duping someone into believing that I'm suicidal. I'm not.*

Anyway, that reminds of the times recently when I'm just telling them off and OH starts some crap that I should "calm down" when I'm not even upset. But she'll claim that  *she must have mentioned the word technology because  someone on the TV said that word just know and I heard OH's voice. I also heard her mention my sister T's name.* But OH makes claims that I'm upset when I'm not so she can get some doctor or something or some excuse to give me any drugs they're giving me. These people are criminals and I wouldn't put it past them to give me God knows what.

They like to prompt the word "jealousy" also. I remember when I woke up the second time after they killed my nephew and I said, "Good. Now I'm number one." But it was in my sister G's "voice" for lack of a better description. X has this idiotic scenario that I killed my nephew because someone was going to say that I'm a queer. What crap. Fat-faced woman, some voice that day said it was CF, X's daughter, killed him. I know what I heard, I know what I saw. And all their idiotic scenarios they dream up make no sense at all.

X and her relatives killed because I was telling KS about that rapist X. X is that crazy, and they wouldn't have done it until they had a scapegoat for it. The pot sellers back then definitely knew about X because I heard them laughing about her when I was half awake/half asleep over at their house. And they probably knew everything, or most of anything important in my life, because I was there every week for at least four years. X still tries to blame them, but they wouldn't need to do anything like killing baby, they knew enough cops and sheriffs.

Only X has the reason, the opportunity and access to me, and the accomplices to carry out all this harassment that is supposed  to be "all in my head." How stupid can she be to think that killing a child is going to keep anyone quiet? That's the time to say something. In the forums, some people say that their voices are helpful, and they guide them. I say that is nonsense.

Back in 1985, I was supposed to say that if my parents bought the lot next door, that my nephew would die. She's maybe so dumb to think that it was supposed to be considered a "prediction from the voices." I didn't have any voices then, relatives and their idiotic friends were talking to me while I was sleeping at home. So the "take the lot, you'll need a plot" was supposed to be a "prediction" or a "see what you get when you talk about X," (What I heard someone say to me three days before, and they were reading to me, was exactly, "Take the lot and you'll need a plot. 'It' will never learn how to talk. Now wake up, W.").

They don't "predict" things. They are threats veiled with the word "prediction." About a year ago, it was some crap going on that I was at AN's houses and all those assholes were coming in and out of the house. And someone said, "What is she doing?" and was referring to my sister (or KS) who was sitting at the dining room table with cards. At first, I thought she was playing solitaire, but with their context of spirits and psychics, I said, thinking they were tarot cards, "She's predicting the future that she will cause to happen." Like "take the lot, you'll need a plot." No prediction there. It was something they caused to happen, they did it themselves.

If the voices predict something and it happens, down to the hour of prediction, it's a job for the police, not for psychics or spirits or such jackassery.

X loves blaming any problems on anything or anyone she can think of. "Oh, he hit his head in a bike crash, and ever since then he's been blah blah blah." "Oh, ever since his nephew died he has been so crazy blah blah blah." I mentioned to them that it is just too pat, too weird that X would know so much about me, someone who doesn't talk to her and really never could stand her, and, even more, that she would have an explanation about what every single event affected me and blah blah blah. I never discussed anything important about me or anything with that stupid twat.

They are violating my civil rights to get things out of me, and then they come up with nonsense explanations they spread around, and then violate my civil rights again when they take what I say and put it in whatever context they need. I do not like them, I want nothing to  do with them. They are harassing me, but with their editing they pass off everything as innocent conversations.

X and her goons say I should go to a psychiatrist. For what? So they can control what happens, what is talked about? They have been stalking me where I work, at what stores I go to, who I know (but haven't known anyone in the past 20 years, thankfully). What would stop them from interfering with any analysis? They just want the crap they load me up with to be the topics, and of course, it never includes X and her goons. She's noticeably missing from all these events in my life.

She's most likely making herself out to be some self glorified savior. She has delusions of grandeur. I heard her say a few years ago that we (sisters and I, I'm guessing) just always ran to her for advice and help. What crap. Never asked her for anything in my entire life. I avoid people, things and places I do not like.

Anything I have to say is here in this blog. Any psychiatrist can read it. Here is the only place where I put anything that I have to say. Here is the only place where anyone can get anything that is really happening, without their cover stories and lies and red herrings they use on people to dupe them and harass me.

They keep wanting me to sign papers that I don't even know what's on those papers. I don't sign any papers. If they have anything with my signature on it, it's a fraud. If they are claiming things that they say comes from me, it's  a fraud. I don't even know that I've been there until it's over with. That's their tactic. They claim I'm someone else or claim that I think I'm someone else. I'm one person that they manipulate. They should be arrested for doing what they are doing.

They claim that they have my "permission" to do things to me. They don't. They set it up long ago, as far back as 1967, to control people with abuse. They claim they have permission and stories from me. They don't. They take from people and twist things to glorify themselves. They claim they are "trying to smoke him out," that they are the only ones who know who is "speaking." It's their stories and lies they get.

They claim that they are "helping" to overcome "issues." They aren't. They are causing problems every time. Deliberately and with malice on behalf of X, and under her direction.

Ironically, they call me incompetent, so incompetent that I can't even be "trusted" (their word) to tell my own life story, and they claim they get my permission. How in the hell stupid are they that they claim to have permission from someone they call incompetent? If they think that I'm incompetent, then why would they try to do anything except to cover their own asses? Who in their right mind would harass and abuse an incompetent person and think that they can get away with it?

*Someone on TV just now said, "take a look." And I heard that guy's voice again. I guess they want me to think about them all day.*

Their harassment only makes it certain that I will tell on them. I call them Nazis and they get pissed. If they act like Nazis, and they do, then I'll call them Nazis. They probably take that as a compliment.

*They want me to think that I want them to do those rotten things they do to me so I have something to write about. What trash. Like someone said to me years ago, in real life no less, "X is just white trash who will get what's coming to her."*