October 11, 2013 5:25 pm
WERNER STOEBERMANN
Nothing unusual in real life. More of the same, and haven't been able to sleep very well. I got nothing to do anyway. The porch roof is done, it took almost three months to do. The only thing to do now is yard work.
I woke up early this morning to deliver the papers, and immediately started hearing X and her sisters. X was in a dining room pretending to get me ready and in the living room was her sisters who started calling out their usual curse words, faggot, loser and the like. When I got to the door, their sons were calling from upstairs things like, "don't forget to have sex with your mother."
They've been using the tactic of telling me to forget what I just said, then they gloat when I don't remember, and they wait for me to ask them to "help me remember." I don't ask them and it pisses them off when I tell them, "If what they told me to forget is so important, I'll think of it again some other time." They want me to think I have to depend on them. I'm getting loads of sexual slander, too, all about "just join the queers and everything will go away." I doubt if a rapist would give up this set up where she abuses her victim.
Crazy people. Her relatives seem to be really, really nuts. Always threatening my life or some immediate family member's life. They even said I shouldn't have a computer, no emails allowed, or forums or anything else. I wouldn't doubt that they have worked over other people in the same way they are doing to me.
All day since, they've really piled on the bullshit with all the usual head games. It's because I thought of something that I remembered years ago. It seemed that the pot seller regressed me to that thing that X created in 1967 after the school incident (see previous posts), the thing that she trained like a dog to want my sister's dress but I can't have it until I repeated their bullshit lies. He wanted me to kill my nephew, wrap it up in butcher paper and take it to my mother. And it looked like I (or it) did. Strange, but that thing X trained to do what X wanted would have probably cooperated.
If the pot seller could, I don't think that he would. Too much trouble for him and his law enforcement friends, and who would kill a baby in the first place and give three days notice before it happens?
X could do that. I mentioned before that when she "wakes up" her rape victim at that point in time in 1967, she could get it to do what she wanted. I wouldn't put it past her.
Friday, October 11, 2013
Sunday, October 6, 2013
OCTOBER 2013
Had a really bad episode. Most likely another imprint X and her crazies "woke up." It was really bad. I I was laying in bed before going to work and I couldn't move at all, except for my arms a little bit. My head was tingling and I could hardly keep my eyes open. It felt like being shocked and I thought I was having a stroke until I heard CF say "Now are you going to do what I say." I said yes. But I won't.
I don't doubt that they were replaying the part where CF was dragging the dead baby on me and going crazy. Who else and at what other time would she say what she did? And of course they said that they did that because I blog about them. They are crazy.
Afterwards, they ran their usual routine about how I'm someone else, not me. This time, according to them, I was supposed to be some of the Youtubbers whose videos I've been watching lately. X and her crazies are really laying it on thick with the harassment.
They are babbling now, giving directions on what keys to press here on my phone. The wrong keys, of course.
Here's another post they can complain and go insane about.
I don't doubt that they were replaying the part where CF was dragging the dead baby on me and going crazy. Who else and at what other time would she say what she did? And of course they said that they did that because I blog about them. They are crazy.
Afterwards, they ran their usual routine about how I'm someone else, not me. This time, according to them, I was supposed to be some of the Youtubbers whose videos I've been watching lately. X and her crazies are really laying it on thick with the harassment.
They are babbling now, giving directions on what keys to press here on my phone. The wrong keys, of course.
Here's another post they can complain and go insane about.
Friday, October 4, 2013
JUST GOOGLE MY NAME
October 4, 2013 3:16 PM
Nothing new lately. Still got the delivery job overnight and a couple of places on the Internet that gets me some extra money.
The voices are as usual. The same people. X, the rapist, her daughter and son, and her sisters. And Fatso. In real life, X's oldest son, KF, the one who hasn't done much harassing, has brain and lung cancer. When my mom told me that a few weeks ago, it didn't affect me at all. Never knew him well, and the last time I saw him was when he came over the house on June 3, 1985 to pick up his brother, FF. That was the day my nephew died, and people can read about that in previous posts.
Anyway, the only thought I have about KF and his cancer was that I didn't care and one less of his family in this world is not a bad thing. And I don't care if his family is suffering. I remember X coming upstairs to his bedroom and smacked him across the face and said that he should let my sister in his room, too, and that he should know better because he's older. He was embarassed, of course but I don't feel sorry for him or his sister or his brother because they were pretty much abused their whole life and didn't learn anything from it. They ended up being as abusive as their parents by joining in this harassment campaign.
When I wake up, the voices start in almost immediately. As usual, it's X orchestrating her dog and pony shows, and her daughter carrying out the dirty work. It's just a lot of question and answer harassment. I don't even hear all of their questions and I'm giving an answer that they want. And then they claim that they have a true answer when it's just me thinking about what they want me to say--things that advance their agenda.
I do a lot of responding by calling them losers and liars and their crap is still centered around "Here put on this dress," or, "You always wanted to be a woman." They are just replaying X's harassment and training from 1967 when they put a dress on me and paraded me around to the school because it was X's child abusing way of covering up "Who taught you that?"
And X keeps going on that I always wanted to be my sister, G, which is not true. It was X and her training on me, a 7 year old at the time. "You want G's dress. I know you do. You can't have it until you repeat what we told you say." And on and on and it's still the same harassment now and still run by the same people.
I hear X's sister, OH, a lot lately, too. She's the one whose son told me his thingie was getting hard, so I took care of it. I had just turned 10 at the time. OH is pretty much a dunce. She already sold herself out to her sister in 1970, and know she makes her own situation worse by claiming to be "helping" by the usual tricks of answering questions with their own answers, fill in the blanks on statements that they make me read or read to me, and the ever popular, "All you have to do is wear this dress."
They are all still trying to justify X's abuse from 1967. And that old standy trick of saying along with me what I'm thinking and changing a word which changes the meaning of what I'm thinking and they hope I'll buy into their lies. When they start the "You always wanted to be G (my sister). You were so jealous of G." I just tell them that the cops should ask my first grade teacher about what happened back then because I'm sure she wouldn't forget what she saw in that bathroom and the crappy cover up X orchestrated by abusing children to get her way.
**Right now, CF is telling me to forget what I wanted to type and always saying, "See, your memory isn't what it was." Etc, etc, and etc."
Their just associate trick is more prevelant than ever. I hear them mumble something, then if I wait a few more seconds and realize they said "just associate." I'm associating with words I hear on the radio or TV.
They still try to blame my mother and they say that I really hate my mother and I'm pushing all that hatred onto X. No, I'm not. I never blamed anyone for anything they didn't do, and I'm not going to let X and her accomplices go down that road of "misdirected" hostility. I don't hate my mother at all. She let X do what X wanted with me and my sisters. My mother was assaulted by X that day in 1969, too. She's probably scared of X even now, but she still repeats their cover stories for X's abuse. Lies like X's son got his hair pulled out by neighbor instead of by his own father, which is truth.
Had a weird dream, or reliving one of X's psychodramas they put me through while I'm sleeping. It was that I went downstairs and my mother was sitting in a chair, and she was covered by a sheet. It seemed she was assaulted or something and she was crying. I asked her, "Who did this to you," a couple of times. Then I asked, "Did that woman (I used X's real name) do this to you?" And then I heard the voices say, "He knows it's us." and, "He brings her up (meaning X)." X is orchestrating this harassment and I know X has assaulted her before. When X says things like, "Stop sniffing your mother's panties," what is someone supposed to think? I don't do that.
X just wants to drag people down to her own level. She's disgusting.
It sounds like CF, X's daughter, is piling on the stupidness lately. She wants me to believe that she is a psychiatrist. They're using the old, "We already have you profiled as a dumbass, and since you're already crazy why don't you take the blame?" She keeps trying to claim that I need them to even take a crap or tie my shoes, or on so many drugs that nothing I say should be taken as true, and even a lame attempt at trying to peg me as a drinker. No one could honestly accuse me of those things, but they are so wrapped up in getting me to "verify" their lies that they don't realize that the outside world has seen abusive X in action for many decades and by now people have already figured it out that I am not the issue, X and her raping, abusive self is the issue.
They are always fishing around for something that they could call a guilt trip and blame that for any craziness I supposedly have. I don't feel guilty about anything. It's all a case of a rapist, X, harassing her rape victim, me. And if they aren't fishing around for a guilt trip, they make comments like, "Oh you worked so hard on you college degree." And? I didn't go to college to get a job or career. I went because I wanted to. I graduated when I was 34, and that is too old to start any career, especially with the major I had.
They just want me to feel bad about anything and everything. And they try to "prove" things to the public by manipulating me while I'm sleeping. The only thing they ever proved is that they can manipulate people, and how easy it was for a rapist, X, to manipulate me, her rape victim.
**I heard just know on the TV someone say, "that's what I wanted to think," and immediately heard some guy voice (either one of X's relatives or my uncle who is still friends with X). "That's what I wanted to think," was probably something they said to me so I would have that thought in my head and they could use it sometime or anytime they want to call it up to defend themselves. Like I've said before, they "wake up" imprints whenever they want to claim that I have such a severe reaction to anything and everything. They mostly use the trigger words they created while they were freaking me out at the store, McC's."**
OH says to me to "sexualize everything" and then she carries on a conversation loaded with words that I'm supposed to take as being sexual as a first thought, so they can go on and on about how "that's all he thinks about." They are still prompting me to think of people or things from the past and then, when I make the association, they claim that that is "all he thinks about." Which isn't true, they prompt me to think of things they want to turn into such horrible things and attach a bad reaction from me which never was associated with what they chose to bring up.
Most of the time they play out the McC's event when someone gave me a gun, I attempted to shoot KS (who wasn't there anyway) and then turn the gun on myself. X wants to claim that everything is just so horrible and "Look! Now he is trying to kill heeemself." What a crock. I'm not suicidal, but their lie about "he wants to kill himself because he cannot be a woman" wore thin back in 1967.
I tell them that what they are doing is wasting their own time and lives. They act like they're reporting all the things they are doing to someone. They really are that stupid in real life. X's son, FF, and his uncle went around to places I work at, and stores where I shop and show people what a fool they can make out of me. They're on security cameras and they can't honestly deny that they haven't been stalkers and harassers.
OH and CF go on and on about how there is so much we still have to go through. Bullshit. Once people realize that this all just boils down to X being the rapist that she is and harrassing her rape victim, I don't think people would join them in their harassing.
OH is exceptionally cruel. She makes me hallucinate, "see a rat see someone standing over there." She pushes X's agenda to no end. When they don't get their way, it seems like they round up others to start calling me a faggot, liar, woman, etc, etc. I've been called a faggot since I was 7 years old. By my sister, T, who at the time was carrying on X's abuse if she realized it or not. These voices want me to associate so many things with suicide by making me hear a gun shot when they mention certain subjects. I don't think about suicide. And with a gun? I've never held a real gun in my life, unless you count the store freak out thing, and I've never wanted to own a gun. But, suicide by gun is what they try to train and brainwash me with.
**Ha. My sister T just called my mother. I picked up the phone long enough to make sure it wasn't the beggars that live on the street. It reminds me of the time I last saw T about three years ago. I happened to be in the kitchen cooking something, and the first thing T said was to ask my mother, "Do you still see her," then T lowered her voice and said X's name. I turned to look at my mother's reaction and she was just sitting at the table, wide eyed and said nothing. Don't really know if T knows about X, but she has complained about X's family decades ago.**
I keep telling the voices to read my blog because that's all I really have to say, and no one should take their interrogation/harassment/denigration/ question and answer crap (it is their questions with their answers), and one of them said yesterday that she wasn't going to read that because then X will know that they've read it and they'll have what I want to say running around in their head and they don't want X to have something more to harass them with. I just laughed and thought, "You are that scared of her that you let her control what you think? You are afraid of even THINKING about her?" What weak minded people.
They've really intensified all they've been doing in the past few months because I said that if anyone asks me about myself that I'll just tell them to Google my name, spelled correctly, and they'll know more about me that any of X's accomplices or my relative say about me. And it is so blatantly idiotic that X and her family and my relatives "speak for me," such as "He belives in this or that and the real problem is this or that," when in reality I haven't had anything to do with any of X's relatives or my own relatives since the early 1980s. Over 30 years ago, and they claim to know everything about me. But they just lie to cover their own asses. Still.
**OH is getting really pissed now. "Jack off," she just said to me. OH is some kind of pervert. She tell me to "think sexual" and then goes on using words for me to put in a sexual context whether they are sexual or not. She tells me to jack off and then tries to give me directions "slow down" Ick. She's a 70 something year old and it's really creepy.**
I said the other day that I saw OH's picture in Facebook a while ago and told her she just looked dumpy and very monkeylike. And I said that if she wore make up, she would just look like a baboon's ass. OH and her other sister, MR, are really verging on violence when they don't get their way. I'm never going to wear a dress like they want me to do (X even told me to sit down to pee. Probably just to get an imprint she'll wake up as proof of her agenda) or come out as a fag like they want me to.
Why in the hell should I or anyone else do or say something that's not true? Just for them? "That's all you have to do," is their motto, and I'm not so dumb to think that I or anyone else HAS to do something. No one HAS to do anything.
CF keeps going on and on about how "Your alter ego is a female." Not true. Years ago she said, "Think of me as your conscience." I said, "No. My conscience is not a female." She and X "trained" me to take a bath like a girl (Go watch CF, said X), separate things into women's work and men's work. They claim that I'm a split personality and one of them is a woman. Not true. X and her accompliced created some thing that they "wake up" to back their agenda.
This "all you have to do is say you want to be a woman and all this (head problems) will go away." Really. How dumb are they? X is a rapist and she will never let her rape victim alone. She is training her own stupid kids, especially FF, to carry on her crap when she's gone or too crazy herself to do anything. And until she is dead or too crazy to do her own dirty work, she and her relatives will torture me by using all their tactics when I refuse to cooperate with them, and then try to hang out some nonsense bait of a dress and say, "SHE doesn't feel bad. See how much better you are?" What dummies.
Months ago, I was sitting in some room with X's sisters, OH and MR, and they were doing their usual harassment when I heard someone say, "Take cover." And then I heard a gunshot. It was OH's son. The first thing I thought of was that he was going to kill his mother. But MR jumped up and said that she was FV, and that OH was some community activist from the fag group. I didn't believe them then nor now. OH and MR were scared crapless by the gunshot, and I just laughed.
How do OH or MR's children think about what those old bags are doing to their victims? I don't know, but there's a big difference between not saying something and helping them do their harassment and actively. I guess they were trained to follow their lead, CF and FF certainly turned into abusers that their parents are. I wonder if they ever thought of the alternative, which would be not saying or not doing anything.
Another popular tactic for them lately is to load up trigger words for me to associate with and cause intrusive thoughts, which break my concentration. And then they love to ask, "Not as smart as you think you are." The absence of them is what is called for.
When they tell me to go to a psychiatrist, and X says that I should go to one she picks, I tell them that any shrink can read what I have say right here, in this blog. I'm not going to be stuck in a shrink's office for them to come along and play out their crap (which they do in public already) for a doctor. And how stupid is X when she wants to pick the doctor for her rape/harassment victim? Even her own accomplices should laugh at that one.
THINKING and DOING are two different things.
Just Google my name.
Nothing new lately. Still got the delivery job overnight and a couple of places on the Internet that gets me some extra money.
The voices are as usual. The same people. X, the rapist, her daughter and son, and her sisters. And Fatso. In real life, X's oldest son, KF, the one who hasn't done much harassing, has brain and lung cancer. When my mom told me that a few weeks ago, it didn't affect me at all. Never knew him well, and the last time I saw him was when he came over the house on June 3, 1985 to pick up his brother, FF. That was the day my nephew died, and people can read about that in previous posts.
Anyway, the only thought I have about KF and his cancer was that I didn't care and one less of his family in this world is not a bad thing. And I don't care if his family is suffering. I remember X coming upstairs to his bedroom and smacked him across the face and said that he should let my sister in his room, too, and that he should know better because he's older. He was embarassed, of course but I don't feel sorry for him or his sister or his brother because they were pretty much abused their whole life and didn't learn anything from it. They ended up being as abusive as their parents by joining in this harassment campaign.
When I wake up, the voices start in almost immediately. As usual, it's X orchestrating her dog and pony shows, and her daughter carrying out the dirty work. It's just a lot of question and answer harassment. I don't even hear all of their questions and I'm giving an answer that they want. And then they claim that they have a true answer when it's just me thinking about what they want me to say--things that advance their agenda.
I do a lot of responding by calling them losers and liars and their crap is still centered around "Here put on this dress," or, "You always wanted to be a woman." They are just replaying X's harassment and training from 1967 when they put a dress on me and paraded me around to the school because it was X's child abusing way of covering up "Who taught you that?"
And X keeps going on that I always wanted to be my sister, G, which is not true. It was X and her training on me, a 7 year old at the time. "You want G's dress. I know you do. You can't have it until you repeat what we told you say." And on and on and it's still the same harassment now and still run by the same people.
I hear X's sister, OH, a lot lately, too. She's the one whose son told me his thingie was getting hard, so I took care of it. I had just turned 10 at the time. OH is pretty much a dunce. She already sold herself out to her sister in 1970, and know she makes her own situation worse by claiming to be "helping" by the usual tricks of answering questions with their own answers, fill in the blanks on statements that they make me read or read to me, and the ever popular, "All you have to do is wear this dress."
They are all still trying to justify X's abuse from 1967. And that old standy trick of saying along with me what I'm thinking and changing a word which changes the meaning of what I'm thinking and they hope I'll buy into their lies. When they start the "You always wanted to be G (my sister). You were so jealous of G." I just tell them that the cops should ask my first grade teacher about what happened back then because I'm sure she wouldn't forget what she saw in that bathroom and the crappy cover up X orchestrated by abusing children to get her way.
**Right now, CF is telling me to forget what I wanted to type and always saying, "See, your memory isn't what it was." Etc, etc, and etc."
Their just associate trick is more prevelant than ever. I hear them mumble something, then if I wait a few more seconds and realize they said "just associate." I'm associating with words I hear on the radio or TV.
They still try to blame my mother and they say that I really hate my mother and I'm pushing all that hatred onto X. No, I'm not. I never blamed anyone for anything they didn't do, and I'm not going to let X and her accomplices go down that road of "misdirected" hostility. I don't hate my mother at all. She let X do what X wanted with me and my sisters. My mother was assaulted by X that day in 1969, too. She's probably scared of X even now, but she still repeats their cover stories for X's abuse. Lies like X's son got his hair pulled out by neighbor instead of by his own father, which is truth.
Had a weird dream, or reliving one of X's psychodramas they put me through while I'm sleeping. It was that I went downstairs and my mother was sitting in a chair, and she was covered by a sheet. It seemed she was assaulted or something and she was crying. I asked her, "Who did this to you," a couple of times. Then I asked, "Did that woman (I used X's real name) do this to you?" And then I heard the voices say, "He knows it's us." and, "He brings her up (meaning X)." X is orchestrating this harassment and I know X has assaulted her before. When X says things like, "Stop sniffing your mother's panties," what is someone supposed to think? I don't do that.
X just wants to drag people down to her own level. She's disgusting.
It sounds like CF, X's daughter, is piling on the stupidness lately. She wants me to believe that she is a psychiatrist. They're using the old, "We already have you profiled as a dumbass, and since you're already crazy why don't you take the blame?" She keeps trying to claim that I need them to even take a crap or tie my shoes, or on so many drugs that nothing I say should be taken as true, and even a lame attempt at trying to peg me as a drinker. No one could honestly accuse me of those things, but they are so wrapped up in getting me to "verify" their lies that they don't realize that the outside world has seen abusive X in action for many decades and by now people have already figured it out that I am not the issue, X and her raping, abusive self is the issue.
They are always fishing around for something that they could call a guilt trip and blame that for any craziness I supposedly have. I don't feel guilty about anything. It's all a case of a rapist, X, harassing her rape victim, me. And if they aren't fishing around for a guilt trip, they make comments like, "Oh you worked so hard on you college degree." And? I didn't go to college to get a job or career. I went because I wanted to. I graduated when I was 34, and that is too old to start any career, especially with the major I had.
They just want me to feel bad about anything and everything. And they try to "prove" things to the public by manipulating me while I'm sleeping. The only thing they ever proved is that they can manipulate people, and how easy it was for a rapist, X, to manipulate me, her rape victim.
**I heard just know on the TV someone say, "that's what I wanted to think," and immediately heard some guy voice (either one of X's relatives or my uncle who is still friends with X). "That's what I wanted to think," was probably something they said to me so I would have that thought in my head and they could use it sometime or anytime they want to call it up to defend themselves. Like I've said before, they "wake up" imprints whenever they want to claim that I have such a severe reaction to anything and everything. They mostly use the trigger words they created while they were freaking me out at the store, McC's."**
OH says to me to "sexualize everything" and then she carries on a conversation loaded with words that I'm supposed to take as being sexual as a first thought, so they can go on and on about how "that's all he thinks about." They are still prompting me to think of people or things from the past and then, when I make the association, they claim that that is "all he thinks about." Which isn't true, they prompt me to think of things they want to turn into such horrible things and attach a bad reaction from me which never was associated with what they chose to bring up.
Most of the time they play out the McC's event when someone gave me a gun, I attempted to shoot KS (who wasn't there anyway) and then turn the gun on myself. X wants to claim that everything is just so horrible and "Look! Now he is trying to kill heeemself." What a crock. I'm not suicidal, but their lie about "he wants to kill himself because he cannot be a woman" wore thin back in 1967.
I tell them that what they are doing is wasting their own time and lives. They act like they're reporting all the things they are doing to someone. They really are that stupid in real life. X's son, FF, and his uncle went around to places I work at, and stores where I shop and show people what a fool they can make out of me. They're on security cameras and they can't honestly deny that they haven't been stalkers and harassers.
OH and CF go on and on about how there is so much we still have to go through. Bullshit. Once people realize that this all just boils down to X being the rapist that she is and harrassing her rape victim, I don't think people would join them in their harassing.
OH is exceptionally cruel. She makes me hallucinate, "see a rat see someone standing over there." She pushes X's agenda to no end. When they don't get their way, it seems like they round up others to start calling me a faggot, liar, woman, etc, etc. I've been called a faggot since I was 7 years old. By my sister, T, who at the time was carrying on X's abuse if she realized it or not. These voices want me to associate so many things with suicide by making me hear a gun shot when they mention certain subjects. I don't think about suicide. And with a gun? I've never held a real gun in my life, unless you count the store freak out thing, and I've never wanted to own a gun. But, suicide by gun is what they try to train and brainwash me with.
**Ha. My sister T just called my mother. I picked up the phone long enough to make sure it wasn't the beggars that live on the street. It reminds me of the time I last saw T about three years ago. I happened to be in the kitchen cooking something, and the first thing T said was to ask my mother, "Do you still see her," then T lowered her voice and said X's name. I turned to look at my mother's reaction and she was just sitting at the table, wide eyed and said nothing. Don't really know if T knows about X, but she has complained about X's family decades ago.**
I keep telling the voices to read my blog because that's all I really have to say, and no one should take their interrogation/harassment/denigration/ question and answer crap (it is their questions with their answers), and one of them said yesterday that she wasn't going to read that because then X will know that they've read it and they'll have what I want to say running around in their head and they don't want X to have something more to harass them with. I just laughed and thought, "You are that scared of her that you let her control what you think? You are afraid of even THINKING about her?" What weak minded people.
They've really intensified all they've been doing in the past few months because I said that if anyone asks me about myself that I'll just tell them to Google my name, spelled correctly, and they'll know more about me that any of X's accomplices or my relative say about me. And it is so blatantly idiotic that X and her family and my relatives "speak for me," such as "He belives in this or that and the real problem is this or that," when in reality I haven't had anything to do with any of X's relatives or my own relatives since the early 1980s. Over 30 years ago, and they claim to know everything about me. But they just lie to cover their own asses. Still.
**OH is getting really pissed now. "Jack off," she just said to me. OH is some kind of pervert. She tell me to "think sexual" and then goes on using words for me to put in a sexual context whether they are sexual or not. She tells me to jack off and then tries to give me directions "slow down" Ick. She's a 70 something year old and it's really creepy.**
I said the other day that I saw OH's picture in Facebook a while ago and told her she just looked dumpy and very monkeylike. And I said that if she wore make up, she would just look like a baboon's ass. OH and her other sister, MR, are really verging on violence when they don't get their way. I'm never going to wear a dress like they want me to do (X even told me to sit down to pee. Probably just to get an imprint she'll wake up as proof of her agenda) or come out as a fag like they want me to.
Why in the hell should I or anyone else do or say something that's not true? Just for them? "That's all you have to do," is their motto, and I'm not so dumb to think that I or anyone else HAS to do something. No one HAS to do anything.
CF keeps going on and on about how "Your alter ego is a female." Not true. Years ago she said, "Think of me as your conscience." I said, "No. My conscience is not a female." She and X "trained" me to take a bath like a girl (Go watch CF, said X), separate things into women's work and men's work. They claim that I'm a split personality and one of them is a woman. Not true. X and her accompliced created some thing that they "wake up" to back their agenda.
This "all you have to do is say you want to be a woman and all this (head problems) will go away." Really. How dumb are they? X is a rapist and she will never let her rape victim alone. She is training her own stupid kids, especially FF, to carry on her crap when she's gone or too crazy herself to do anything. And until she is dead or too crazy to do her own dirty work, she and her relatives will torture me by using all their tactics when I refuse to cooperate with them, and then try to hang out some nonsense bait of a dress and say, "SHE doesn't feel bad. See how much better you are?" What dummies.
Months ago, I was sitting in some room with X's sisters, OH and MR, and they were doing their usual harassment when I heard someone say, "Take cover." And then I heard a gunshot. It was OH's son. The first thing I thought of was that he was going to kill his mother. But MR jumped up and said that she was FV, and that OH was some community activist from the fag group. I didn't believe them then nor now. OH and MR were scared crapless by the gunshot, and I just laughed.
How do OH or MR's children think about what those old bags are doing to their victims? I don't know, but there's a big difference between not saying something and helping them do their harassment and actively. I guess they were trained to follow their lead, CF and FF certainly turned into abusers that their parents are. I wonder if they ever thought of the alternative, which would be not saying or not doing anything.
Another popular tactic for them lately is to load up trigger words for me to associate with and cause intrusive thoughts, which break my concentration. And then they love to ask, "Not as smart as you think you are." The absence of them is what is called for.
When they tell me to go to a psychiatrist, and X says that I should go to one she picks, I tell them that any shrink can read what I have say right here, in this blog. I'm not going to be stuck in a shrink's office for them to come along and play out their crap (which they do in public already) for a doctor. And how stupid is X when she wants to pick the doctor for her rape/harassment victim? Even her own accomplices should laugh at that one.
THINKING and DOING are two different things.
Just Google my name.
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